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OMG I BLOGGED

2006-02-07T07:44:00.000+08:00

Omg omg omg omg omg omg, Haha yes I'm blogging, so Shut up.
Okay I was just joking. Omg, how long have i not blogged ?
Haha this is hilarious. Oh wells the reason is definitely because I'm too busy with my work that I don't have the time, NO TIME AT ALL TO BLOG!

And why I have the time now is because..
I'm at home! Will be going to school at 9 ish cause I'm not feeling too well. Came back home and rest.
Blablabla, school hasn't been nice at all. Not at all! Well, We've been having tons of work. If you're absent for one day, and the next day when you come back to school, YOU WILL BE A TOTAL FREAK CAUSE YOU WILL BE SO LOST AND DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HEL IS GOING ON.
That's how much we're missing if we were to miss A day of school.

Had a bad day yesterday. Ms Goh talked to me about dropping out of art and stuff, I don't know what's my decision yet. To drop or not to drop ?! Argh damn I've been considering for like.. more than 2 weeks. Am i so hardheaded or stubborn ? Cause my decision is still a YES. After what Ms Goh said yesterday, maybe a 10% stay in art and 90% drop. So.. Someone must just keep talking to me! Oh wells, whatever.

Oh man, I'm tired. Don't feel like going to school, but i promised liane and people. So i'll go :D And, i miss liane so much, fuck it. We haven't been talking and it's not like I don't want to talk, the thing is I don't have time, like Argh. It's so damn annoying.

Okay today is Mary's birthday, so..

Happy Big Seventeen Birthday dearest !

White mask and red lips

2006-01-19T19:15:00.000+08:00

Omg everyone should catch Memoirs Of A Geisha! I'll assure you that it'll not be a waste of your bucks! Totally love it and the chairman is hawt in a way.

I love bus rides with Liane (:

Happy Birthday !

2006-01-14T09:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Deraamanda!

<3 !

Mwaha!

2006-01-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

Okay I'm finally blogging after so long. And gwen has been asking me to post post post post. Oh well , I shall make my stand now. I will only blog on fridays. Because from monday to thursday, I won't be free and I won't be able to stay up late cause i wake up at 5 every morning and i need to sleep early!

Mwaha, school is shitty. Lesson will end at 3:15pm every monday. So which means i will have 4 periods of art, which is urghh! And by the way, i'm dropping art. I think Ally is too. Stupid Cheng Lan Qing ask me to take CLB. But no way man, she asked everyone to take and if I take CLB, i can't drop my art. So i'd rather buck up in chinese than degrading.

HAHA, I'm so tired, i WANT TO SLEEP NOW. I will sleep alot during the weekends now. Ha, and this coming Sunday is my cousin's wedding. I thought it was tomorrow and I was telling people it's tomorrow when it's not. HAHA

Okay, I'm off.

I love everybodyyyy !

Thank you.

2005-12-28T09:41:00.000+08:00

Okay I had a blast last night for my sweet 16. Despite the heavy rain, i love it so much and i wanna thank these people for the well wishes. You guys are the almighty sweeties.

Rachel
Novelyn
Liane
Simoneh
Gwen
Jacey
Sharr
Aziemah
Melissa Loh
Michelle Loh
Purselyn
Mary
Godsis
Cordelia
Jane
Charmaine
Emerson
Zaimah
Kim chua
Alicia
Natasha
Shelia
Elis
Stephanie
Gina Cutie
Aziemah
Lifung
Zen
Shuyu
Claudia
Dara
Taylor
and dearest Gareth (:
Oh and Mcdonalds. HAHA

Thank you guys for remembering.

And not forgetting the big big thankyou to my dearest amanda. She made my 16th birthday the sweetest of all. Thanks for the chandelier earrings and necklace and the bag! You're the best. Thanks for playing a part in my life, You're one friend i'll never want to lose. You made this special day of mine wonderfully awesome (: Much love, dearest.

And of cos, my mom and brother. For the wonderful gifts and dinner :D

I wanna catch your wave.

2005-12-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

I know i don't do this, but hell. I've got nothing to blog about. HAHA.
Oh, i'm meeting amanda and simoneh tomorrow, i'm so happy!

Okay i got this from novelyn!

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
I have one tongue piercing, what do you think ?

2. Be serious or be funny?
Be funny! HAHA !

3. Boxers or briefs?
Eh, boxers. Like ehemm!

4. Whole or skim milk?
Skim milk ;D i know i'm weird. HA

5. Single or Taken?
Single (:

6. Simple or complicated?
simple.

7. Law or anarchy?
eh, what's that ?

8. Flowers or angels?
angels and flowers (:

9. Grey or gray?
Gray.

10. Read or write?
Write.

11. Color or black-and-white photo?
Will do.

12. Sunrise or sunset?
Sunset !

13. M&M's or Skittles?
M&Ms !

14. Rap or rock?
Rock! I can't hear much from rapping. haha

15. Stay up late or wake up late?
stay up late and be nocturnal.

16. TV or Radio?
Teevee!

17. Is it POP or SODA?
Soda! My love (:

18. X or O in Tic-tac-toe?
X

19. Eat an apple or an orange?
apple!

20. What came first, the chicken or the egg?
none.

21. Hot or Cold?
Cold!

22. Tall members of the opposite sex or short?
omg, tall !

23. Sun or moon?
Moon ;D

24. Emerald or ruby?
Ruby!

25. Left or right?
rightty.

26. 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?
1 best friend (:

27. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
J'aime la creme glacee a la vanille (:

28. High or Drunk?
woohoo, high !

29. Green beans or carrots?
eww, none!

30. Low fat or fat free?
Fat free please (:

31. What is your biggest fear in the world?
When you start being cold.

32. Kids or no kids?
Kids, but i'm afraid of giving birth, the pain.

33. Cat or dog?
Both lovely (:

34. Half empty or half full?
Half empty

35. Mustard or ketchup?
Mustard.

36. Hard cover books or soft cover books?
Hard cover books!

37. Newspaper or magazine?
Mag mag mags (:

38. Sandals or sneakers?
sneakers!

39. Wonder or amazement?
Amazement (:

40. Red car or white car?
RED REd RED car !

41. Happy and poor or sad and rich?
Happy and poor .

42. Singing or dancing?
Singing, or maybe nahh.

43. Hugging or Kissing?
Both will do ;D

44. Corduroy or plaid?
eh, excuse me ?

45. Happy or sad?
Happy.

46. Purple or green?
Green.

47. Acoustic Guitar or Electric?
Acoustic Guitarr.

48. Band or Orchestra?
Band.

49. Boys or Girls?
Hmmms , Maybe, .... I don't know. HAHA!

50. A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship?
Eww, no sex! A lifetime of friendship !

Merry christmas

2005-12-25T03:10:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone !

Since there's no snow in singapore,
Let it rain let it rain let it rain!

Mwahaha. Okay i'm feeling so hyper after coming back from midnight mass.
Whoossh (:

I never knew.

2005-12-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

Haha, I know i have not been updating! Hoho, i'm just waiting for Christmas ;D Don't know if i will be going to Holy Cross for mass or some other churches. Oh well.
Ha, my mom bought me N6111 ! Instead of that L'Amour Collection. Haha cos it is not out yet, will be out only next year. Plus, the memory space sucks. So in the end I settled for N6111. Haha, i broke my promise to people about not changing phone within a year. But tada, I changed again!

Oh man, you people should try this mentos, new flavour, limited edition. It's the sour mix. And i tell you, it's holy shit sour! It's a killer for people like me who can't take sour. Haha.
Oh sharks, I don't know when do i need to buy my books. Grrrr. I can't wait for Christmas.

Amanda, amanda amanda, I'm sad cause of ____ . HAHA !

It's been paid off.

2005-12-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah everyone did well for their N level. So did amanda rachel novelyn geraldine! whoa, that girl had 6 distinction! And the media interviewed her. I'm so proud of geraldine! (:

Woohoo my mom is getting me the L'Amour collection phone, 7370! Haha, as a reward ((:
I'm very very today!

Goot luck!

2005-12-18T18:39:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah man! Tomorrow is THE DAY .
Haha, Good luck to all of you! HAHA, First thing first in the morning, i'm gonna meet Amanda and novelyn at Bishan! And then, we're all gonna make our way to Rachel's house. And then , HAVE LUNCH IN TOWN! Ha, we can't stay at home, we need to meet up. I hope we will feel better by then. Haha. I guess we have to meet at Bishan at 9am. Cos we need to be in school by 1330.

Rarrrrr.

Oh, goodluck jacey! You can do it (: And , we can all do it! And please, takecare of your throat. I was just joking about asking you not to get well. HAHA, just that your sexy voice will be gone ;D And, remember to message me yeah and vice versa ((: Take care, chillll.

I believe in angels.

2005-12-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

Okay i have something interesting for you guys to see.
It is only applicable to those who are taking their results on Monday (:

Okay it looks kind of small , so this is what it says,
1. The results of the 2005 Singapore-Cambridge GCE Normal Level Examination will be released on Monday, 19 December 2005.

2. School candidates may obtain their result slips from their respective schools from 2.00pm on 19 Decemeber 2005. Blablablabla kind of irrelevant.

3. For private candidates only.

Simoneh, ayo my dearest simoneh, i know it hurts alot ): why are you so silly please. Oh my gosh, your brother is a boy, and you're a girl. Please don't ever follow him! Next time if he tries to do something else too, don't follow him please. Now because of wanting to jump over the tennis net, you got your arm dislocated. You know i feel so painful for you ): You know, when i heard that you were in the hospital, my heart sank! Plus you didn't call me back last night and i was so so worried please. Plus all the things that have been happening, it made my thoughts run wild like some mad bull you know! ahh, please call my house in future if you can't get me, if not i will not live long with all the shocks from you :/ And please take care of your elbow. From today onwards you're gonna have to work harder. You will have to be very very careful with everything you do cos your elbow now is very fragile like beancurd (: I wish i can be your maid simoneh ;DD then i can look after you for 24/7 ! I shall be simoneh's maid . Hello mistress, i am your maid, my name is jaryneh ! mwahahahaha. Look mistress, we have almost the same name (: The both of us have NEH at the back of our name (: Maybe we arefated to be close ;D HAHA okay i was just trying to be funny . Please don't think about the pain, it will make you worse! Take pain killers if you have to! And if they have a kind of pain killer, which will not cause someone's death upon eating alot, i will make you eat it every 5 mintues! Haha. I'm now going to your blog to post for you ! Haha, meanwhile takecare and TYPE SLOWLY. DON'T RUSH I WILL BE ONLINE ;DD

I LOVE YOU SIMONEH ! ((:

Trying to reconcile my magical light

2005-12-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

Damn, the released of our results are changed to monday.
Oh what the hell.
I told gwen i was kind of excited too though i'm chickening out.
I'm not excited to see how badly i've done or how great i've done but just want to know how i did.
Oh wells, i'm so anxious man and now i can't enjoy my weekends.
And plus, i have been worrying the whole damn week, oh gosh.
And damnit, my D drive is not working and guess i have to bring my laptop to Acer.
But hell, it's so far eh, and i'll look weird carrying a laptop bag. I'm no ~~business woman~~ :/

Omg Funky, this post is so colourful. haha

The name of the game.

2005-12-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO JARYNEHHH! (:
SIMONEHHH HERE TO POST FOR YOUU!HAHAHA!
well,i myself have like not much to say except that jaryne is seriously full of
sweetness and is soo caring.her words tense to put people at ease.
hey hey! i too fucking hate THE CLOWN too!
lets walk like the duck!
quack quack quack!
simone is feeling soo..... go figure. (:

JARYNEH! I WANNA COME YOUR HOUSE AGAIN!
ok,i shall go off now.take care jaryne.
simone loves loves jaryne!

sorry if this post doesn't make sense. (:

My heart sank to the bottom

2005-12-12T12:02:00.001+08:00

HAHA
oh yayys ! amanda and simoneh came over to my place (: oooh i love them so much. We were talking about alot of stuff. And simoneh is so funny. Simoneh will upload those photos.
HAHA i love you guys ! Too bad you had to leave early :/

Okay, get the photos from simoneh

amanda taking over

2005-12-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

jaryne you sleepy head !

hahas, madna is here to blog. actually i dunnoe what to say.

heres somewhere to go to

http://www.underwatercalendar.com

Underwater models!!!

hereey hereey!

amanda ty ping here . all we did today was laze around at home and deathbed awaits us!

Goodies from me please collect:jaryne has to wait for the nougats and wallet!

simone has to wait for her pink pack!

gwen has to wait for her big jelly beans!

liane has to wait for her bag!

amanda need to find better

words to say here asap........hmmmmmmmmm

goodnight jaryne!!

Paint the sky with stars.

2005-12-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

I promised liane i will take care of Novelyn and Rachel (:

I think we should learn from these conversations.

Gwen; RESULTS NEXT FRIDAY
Amanda; serious!
Amanda; woah so fast.
Amanda; i want to know where i'll be heading
Amanda; i want to go art school
Gwen; er u still have sec 5 to complete
Amanda; yeah but i want to go in with N cert
Amanda; try ah. if cannot then cannot.
Gwen; haha sama sama
Jar; ARE YOU GUYS INSANE ?!
Gwen; no?
Gwen; why
Amanda; HELLO im 17
Gwen; its no use learning about science when you dont need them in art
Amanda; i dont want to be 19
Amanda; and still freshman with art
Amanda;: just a decision
Jar; leaving me alone
Gwen; mmmm go overseas.
Amanda; Not CONFIRM
Amanda; its a DREAM JARYNE
Gwen; and you all are lucky to be able to go overseas.
Gwen; envy sia.
Amanda; yeah i dont mind going to aussie now
Amanda; except the darn weather
Amanda; oh yeah, madna, if cannot, i will go overseas.
Gwen; i still want to explore the states and take photos.
Amanda; yeah same here
Amanda; i dont know what to do already if i dont get the marks
Amanda; well but i sure want to have good marks
Gwen; but you know even if you cant make it there are private schools here that would cater you to whatever courses you need?
Jar; yeah i wanna get good grades
Gwen; i dont know why. ..its always all about the grades. PERSUE UR DREAMS MY DEAR FRIENDS MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. LIVE UP YOUR DREAMS AND BELIEVE IN WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN.
Amanda; thats what i want
Amanda; right now i need to think deep down
Amanda; its depressing very
Gwen; dont. ..go with this. ...all peer pressure thing. just do what you believe in. take time off and think about what you really want to suceed. its not about money, its about what you want in life. live life with passion. (:
Gwen; oh my fucking new moto; live life with passion.
Amanda; life taught me to die, love taught me to cry, stone taught me to try.

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Jar; What if i don't make it to sec 5
Novelyn; Dont be crazy jar, you WILL make it to sec 5.
Novelyn; I am extremely sure of that, don't worry okay?
Novelyn; Why are you having ~~suicidal thoughts~~ when you have great friends around you? Liane loves you, amanda loves you, simone loves you. And most of all, I LOVE YOU! So why are you thinking of ~~death~~! )':
Jar; but, what if i don't make it
Jar; i mean, we have to be prepared for the worst
Jar; cos you might know what will happen, we can't predict what's gonna happen. And i'm scared to think of it
Novelyn; Yes, but not to the extent of doubting yourself my dear
Jar; but my life will be screwed if i fail
Novelyn; Then, don't think of it.
Novelyn; You WONT!
Jar; but as the results is approaching it's kinda very scary
Novelyn; Then don't think about it. Because I am very sure that you of all people would make it jaryne. (: If you have put in your best, God will do the rest.
Novelyn; Just believe in that.

Omg, thank you novelyn. I wouldn't know what to do if it wasn't for you to tell me about all this. And i believe God will go the rest if i did studied for my exam. Maybe i should be more optimistic about results. But, thanks. At least it did calmed me down. I love you (:

Sweet Inspiration

2005-12-07T18:56:00.000+08:00

OMG ! I talked to liane on the phone! Can you believe it ? I talked to her! Omg, i miss liane so much! Just hung up though. Now that i know it cost only 20 cents per message to send over to perth, i will message liane MORE MORE MORE !! I wanna talk to her more as well.

Actually she called me last night, stupid me ! I didn't pick up. I've put my phone on silent and no vibration. That was why. She called me 5 times. And i won't know till sam told me! Thanks sam!

okay nothing much, just wanna blog about liane calling me ;D

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Beethoven Virus.

2005-12-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

Oh yayy! Liane messaged me yesterday at 2 something in the morning. And she replied me again at 10 something today. But i didn't reply. Oh my gosh, she said she like the place alot and she likes the way they live. Okay liane, even if you like, you must come back. I'm very lazy to reply messages nowadays.

I love ffr-ing. LOL. Okay, you all know i don't use LOL. Haha. Oh i managed to play Beethoven Virus ! I'm so happy. I have been trying for so long and finally. But it's not as if i completed the whole game like novelyn, and she can even get 100 over combos. I can't do that. But at least i didn't die on the spot like how i used to in the past. At least now i can play until the middle.

Okay had tuition today. I don't know why the hell am i having tuition even before my results. Maybe cos my tutor have confident in me. Oh please, i want to make it to sec 5. And I heard from my mates that we are getting our results on the 19th December! Because my friend's aunty is a teacher. And she said 19th December.

So all N level students, results on the 19th December ! Anyways, watch the news for it.

Ha, i'm off to play FFR ;D

Long long journey.

2005-12-04T01:59:00.000+08:00

Oh yay! My cat is so cute! Look at how she sleeps. And i just love to disturb her. Lmao!

GWEN! WE ARE PATHETIC LONERS. Our phone is dead. No messages from them or calls. But just random people messaging us with random stuff, haha.

righttt.

We miss amanda and liane ):
I'm dying!

Don't be fool by the rocks.

2005-12-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

Okay there goes liane and amanda. I'm sure liane is in perth already. She said it takes about 5 hours to reach perth. At least it is much shorter than that time when i went to New Zealand. It took be more than 12 hours. And amanda's plane has flown. It's on its way to Sydney. Wonder whether have she reached Sydney yet.

Okay, i miss the both of them.

Gwen and I feel lonely. We are loners. Oh yes gwen, maybe goodbye is the wrong word. I will see them again.

Oh oh, i wnder how is amanda's plane. Because it is so windy ! My mom's pillow just fell off. My gosshhhhh. So winddyyyyyy !

GRRRRRR.
Oh it's raining (:

Goodbye my friend.

2005-12-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

Okayy, I just got home from town. Not just but a while ago. Just showered and i feel oh so fresh. Met up with amanda liane and rachel. It's a farewell dinner for the both of them, Liane and amanda. Liane is going to perth tomorrow and amanda is going to sydney. Both of them leaving, okay not good news. But amanda will be back soon, not soon for liane ):
Well, novelyn was supppose to join us, but she have a wedding dinner to attend. And sam has her chuch camp. I realised there's alot of weddings coming up. My friend's bestie has a wedding dinner to attend, my friend has and i have too ! I reckon it's the auspicious month.

Okay back to the subject. Met amanda first at Bukit Panjang interchange cause there's a straight bus down to far east. Anyways, our meeting place was Far East. Ha amanda said some very nice stuff to me when she saw me . It's kind of very encouraging though! I will promise not to give up (; Took 700A to town and on our way there, there's a group of Ah bengs or maybe just, guys who was sitting behind us. They were pretty annoying. This guy kept hitting amanda's chair. Like rightt. Meeting time was suppose to be 0730pm, but we were all late. Rachel was the first to arrive at Far East, followed by amanda and I and then liane. Haha so funny okay. My idea was to alight at Heeren so that i can draw out my money, it slipped my mind that Far East has a ATM machine. Manda told me, there was. Okay later rachel told us there is no longer any ATM machine in Far East. I was shocked very. I looked at manda. Haha, haiya, her words eh cannot be heed lar. Walked to scotts, cause the notice said the nearest ATM machine is at Scotts. Okay end up there isn't ! Waited for liane and wanted to eat sushi instead of subway ! But in the end, we settled for Subway. Haha.

Had classic tuna and coke light with lemon, didn't eat the cookies. Dinner was nice. Amanda was so funny.

Liane asked, ' amanda what is it that you've ordered ? ....... is it ? '
amanda; ohh beause of the wind and don't know don't know what she said, and she end of with something cold.

Something that has to do with the weather. Liane rachel and i looked at each other, like what the hell is she talking about ? We asked what did she ordered, she thought we said something like is it gonna be cold or what, i can't really remember. We laughed so hard okay. We laughed like mad. And amanda is always out of the topic. When we are talking about 1, she will talkabout 5. Haha, it's just like that. Rach showed us her infected navel, omg, it's so red. And it's so painful :/ Liane was ewwing and yucking and erring away. We all gave the very very grossed up look. It really is okay. I pity rach navel. Thanks to some bitch ! She should take care of it. Oh and liane was complaining to us how annoyed she is with her Aunty. She told us about the amount of luggage they are bringing over to perth and the stuff that contains inside. For example, food stuff like chips, chili prawn sambal, randang(we thought her aunty was outrageous) and funny stuff like towels and brollys and all. Liane was saying , like as if perth doesn't have towels. Haha so funny lar. And later, i was saying that amanda can lie exactly on the board thing because she is so skinny, liane laughed like mad. And amanda kept saying she wanna lose weight. Rach as well. I wanna strangle them lar.

After subway, rach left. She had to go home. Oh my gosh, i wanted to cry when she hugged liane. I don't know why eh, just felt really sad. Walked around far east. Amanda bought a stupid key chain for $9.90. She's such a spendthrift lar. The other time she bought a small key chain shoe from forever 21 for 9 bucks ! She's mad. Walked around to look for my clutch bag. Finally found it at Star Harvest ! Liane chose for me a really nice pink coloured one. I trust her taste lar , anyways it's really nice (: I love ! :D walked around again and cam whore alot ! Cause all the shops are about to close, we just kept snapping and snapping! So funny lar. Laughed so much okay. First we took at the bus stop outside far east. Near the bin! HAHA so funny. Liane looked like a demon or rather possessed in one of the picture. So damn hilarious. We laughed so loud and all. Liane was banging on the metal thing. I think she couldn't stand it cause it was hell funny. We posed and kiss butts and fake run and boxing and act macho and back view and all sorts of other poses. So funny okay ! My gosh, i just love those pictures. Wante to cam whore more, but amanda mom called her asking her to go home and pack her stuff. Soon after, Liane's mom called to hurry her back home too. Cam whore a bit more and finally we are out of the plaza. And again we cam whore at the bus stop. We cannot stop cam whoring man! Waited for amanda's bus to come then we left.

Cam whore again with liane. She wanted to take the digital time up at the building. But she kept shaking, thought i could do a better job cos those photos that i took for her earlier on was nice and clear, but to no avail. Tough shit lar. Took 171 with liane back home. Talked about stuff. Hugged her when she left. Messaged her and she told me she felt like crying and also they were playing the song because of you. Okay i miss her.

I love today. I really do love today. At first i was really reluctant to go out, cos of something. But because i miss them so much, i met them ;D Lucky i did. Really, i enjoyed myself alot. I'm gonna remember this day. It's kinda special though. And for the first time, two of my special ones are going off on the same day. But liane is definitely going for a much longer period.

Oh wells, liane , just wanna thank you for today and for everything. More cam whoring sessions when you come back. You won't be here for my birthday, novelyn's birthday and rach's birthday ): I promised you your one month testimonials. I will do it. I wanna send you off tomorrow. But it's so dong early. I will see how. Please take care and have a safe trip. I will miss you trucks. Just remember, i'm always here for you (: I will keep you updated . God bless.
I LOVE YOU LIANE !

AND, amanda, sorry i can't send you off tomorrow. I've got session. Have a safe trip and i will see you in 5 days time ! Love cam whoring with you today. And thanks for the 2 bucks and being so sweet with words. Those words that you've said when you met me. LOVE YOU (:

AND rachie, please stop losing weight. You are not fat ! (: And, please takecare of your navel :/ It's very painful to see.

A moment to lost.

2005-11-29T17:20:00.000+08:00

Oh hell, I just came back from my session. Today's session was great cause of something. Haha, but in the later part, it wasn't very pleasing. Lmao. Cause i had my first massage, and my therapist was using so much strength okay. It was a little painful , but i just kept mum . Acck, i don't dare to voice out. And when she apply for me my foot lotion, i was grabbing the bed like crazy. Lmao! It was so ticklish okay. I wanted to die. So funny. I was laughing like mad. Well , second massage wasn't very nice as well. But it's much better than last week.

Oh well, pretty nice day today. The weather look nice too. It looks like it's gona rain ((:

Antinomie.

2005-11-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

Gwen gwen gwen, she and her skank skank skank. HAHA.
Okay, I'm happy today. I'm happy happy happy. Though i was kind of in a very funny mood earlier on cause of someone. But after that, I'm happy. I don't know why. I just am.

Okay Kitty is so cute. And i know her name sounds a lil cliche.
(:

Saint Theresa's Prayer.

2005-11-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

May today there be peace within. May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith. May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content knowing you are a child of God. Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and everyone of you.

Simoneh` haha thanks for coming online yesterday and i'm sorry that i didn't talk to you. Cos my friend was upset, and i had to talk to her. We were discussing some stuff. We talked till quite late. So sorry okay . I made you come online and yet wasted your time and made you wait for me for so long, really really SORRY ! (:

Gwen` haha okay you're funny.

Liane` you're someone i will always miss. I never leave you out, as in, when i say i miss someone, your name will always be mentioned. Be it at the top of the post or the bottom, your name will be there (: You didn't tell me you're packing until when i called you lar ): And remember, I was still thinking what the day was ? HAHA

I feel so lonely.

2005-11-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY NOVELLA. SHE'S IN KL NOW. I HOPE SHE ENJOYS HERSELF. AND SHE BETTER HURRY GET HER ASS BACK HERE IN SINGAPORE !
I MISS YOU NOVELLA !

I feel so lonely tonight. Novella is not in singapore, my dearest madna MIA. I don't know where is she, lovely liane, I don't know what happen. No blogs to read now. Novelyn won't be blogging cos she is not in singapore, liane closed hers. Madna hardly blogs. And in msn, those under my honeybeegers who are my darlings is not online. Cos they are those people mentioned above and some others. Only 5 is online :/

I was telling liane and simone about something yesterday. It's about someone and something and some shit. Okay, i bet you don't get what i'm trying to say. Oh well, it's like this. Someone have been disturbing me. But, from what my friend says, she have no clue at all that she is actually disturbing me with her emails and blabla. It's been some time, and she haven't give up yet. I mean, if I don't reply your smses, would i even reply your emails ? Oh my gosh, come on.

Amanda says she feel like slapping you. Okay that was funny.

Oh wells, my friend went to tell her friend and her friend went to tell her friend's friend to tell that someone who have been disturbing me. Okay, this is complicated , i know. Okay, so her reply to them, that someone's reply was, I don't know and I don't know and so many I don't know. She don't know what she have done and all that shit. Oh my gosh, maybe she should use her teeny puny weenie lil brain to think a weenie teeny puny lil harder what she have done. Haha, she is ignorant man. Okay, whatever.

Thanks simone.
Take care liane. I miss you much.

A little heartbreak.

2005-11-24T04:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWEN KWAN ! RED HILL GIRL ((:
-MUCHH LOVE !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. I miss you so much. I really do. I don't know what to say, but i feel my heart breaking. I don't know how to tell people the amount of pain I have in me for not being able to see you again. I long to see you one day. Really. My heart might not be able to take it daddy, I miss you. I'm sorry for being so mischevious and everything that I have done. I know you can see our every movement from your heavenly place above, I know you are aware of what's happening around. And i hope you're aware that i cry fortnightly when you suddenly came into my mind. I will do well for you dad. I will not disappoint you. I am getting my results soon. I will go to church and tell you about it. I will put fresh flowers. And, i will sit down and talk to you. I willl cry, I will. I'm still not strong as what people think I am. They don't know what's going around in my mind. I need to speak to you, one day. I love you alot dad. You're the king in my heart.

Okay, I'm sad.
Okay ginaCUTIE is helping me deal with someone. She had just clinched a big assignment from me.
I can't wait till she gets back to me. Hurry okay cutie ! (:

ohh ohh ohh, I don't like the previous pooty cat picture. So I'm posting up my own pooty cat (:
oh i don't know why, the pictures are not working :/

Last call.

2005-11-23T02:29:00.000+08:00

Redhill girl, oh yes i haven't seen you for eons. I wanna cut a hawk for you redhill girl ;D

Oh my gosh, this is the grossest thing I've ever seen in my whole entire life. I DID NOT SEE IT REAL LIFE. But i think it's real, look at the road, it belongs to Singapore. Ha, if i see it life, I think i'll stand there and cry for mummy. Cos i know my legs will be rooted to the ground and go jelly even before i can do anything. Haha. And, if this happens to my cat, I think i will cry forever. And maybe cry all my intestines out like it.

My advice is, weak hearts , cats lovers, children, old folks, DO NOT SEE AND MAYBE CLICK THE LITTLE X AT THE TOP RIGHT HAND CORNER. It seemed too real to be real. Like you will prolly think to yourself, how on earth can a cat be run over a vehicle until like that ? All the intestines got detched from its' body. Ooooooh.

Someone have been annoying me like crazy. She is driving me mad with her nonsense. I blocked her in msn, i deleted her in friendster and allow only my friends to view me, i deleted her contact in my phone and the reason why I'm doing all this is because I want her to lose all ways in getting updated about my stuff and my life. In short, I want to be non existence to her. But, she keeps sending emails, trying to tell me stuff. And I don't know how to block emails. Oh goshh, liane knows who, amanda knows who, novelyn knows who. Help me you guys :
Anyways, the weather is awesome. It's so chill-y. I love it, it's so cold that the moment i wash my hand or do anything with the water, my temperature drops. Wooooo. How nice. I'm off to bed.

HAHHH.

The night seemed so cold.

2005-11-22T02:40:00.000+08:00

Haha, gwen said her hair looked like a hill now. At first she intend to cut mohawk, but I can't remember what she said , in the end her hair turned out like some weird looking hill. HAHA. And since she stays at redhill, I asked her to go and get her hair dyed to red. And when people ask her where she stay, she can just point to her hair, its redhill. Haha, so funny okay.

&

I want to cut mohawk for Gwed kwan ! Haha, bring on a shaver man. Okay she was telling me she don't know where to go and cut her mohawk. Or is it the barber don't wanna cut it for her cos he said she will look very skinny or is it she needs to ask her daddy or what ? Aiii , I can't remember what we were conversing. But heck, I wanna cut mohawk for her. Anyways, she said, ' you don't need to know how to cut a mohawk to cut one.' So I was telling her , maybe i can do it. I think i can. She laughs and say she is scared. And i know why, that's because i said a bihawk to a BEEhawk. And i remember, liane and amanda was with me, liane burst out laughing like as if she heard the funniest thing being said on earth :/ Oh no, she just said i don't shave it, but I cut the shave. Now , think about it, I don't think i can do it. I will end up cutting something funny and shaving all her hair away if suddenly I were to lose control over the shaver and start going bonkers. By then, she would be bald for months. Weeks actually, her hair grow dong fast like as if it's getting some free stuff from gwen. Like maybe, her shampoo. HAHA.

And she ~~wanted~~ to ask her mom about the mohawk, she walked out of her room to the kitchen and walked backed and pass her mom room and her mom was starring at her. So she said, she didn't dare. HAHA, so funny !

Grrra, I'm tired. I've been FFR-ing alot nowadays. Actually only 2 days. HAHA, now i'm gonna download maple. I told novelyn to influence me. HAR.

Freak out.

2005-11-21T01:55:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm influenced by novelyn with this new game. Http://flashflashrevolution.com
haha, i love it now. So fun, it's like the newer version of dance dance revolution. But this is better, you get to chat with cranky people. Which is pretty scary. And you get to play with really pro ones. Like novelyn, she is one of them. She can play Beethoven Virus, while i can't ! Cos laptop keypads are really small. No one knows. Mwahahaha.

Okay, funny thing. I was raging when liane called me. I wanted to cry. WHY ? Cos my laptop not working, i can't seemed to connect to the internet. And my dvd is spoilt too. I can't use the internet, i really did wanted to cry. Later, my brother came and help me, he realised that the person upstairs didn't secure his connection ! So, i made use of his. Haha, how smart (: But i still have to on my connection. Righttt.

Okay i'm so tired. I'm gonna wash my face with toothpaste. My brother said it helps in beautifying our complexion (: It's pretty minty. So weak faces, sensitive skins, DO NOT TRY. HOHOH.

Too much to know.

2005-11-19T00:14:00.000+08:00

Oh yayys ! I'm done with my layout again. Haha. But this time is the exterior of the blog. Not the interior. Whoosh, i spent like 2 hours doing it.
Actually it was only a hour plus, but later, my laptop hang ! And i have to close my programs. Whoa lao, dong angry lar. After so much effort and after such a long time, when i was ALMOST done, left a wee bit more, my laptop have to hang ! So i re-do everything. But the next time round was much easier cos i kind of remembered the digits and all.
Phewwwww;
And my friend on msn was asking what am i doing and why am i so busy. Haha, this is the reason !

Okayy, i love i love i love it alot. Haha, i feel bad for always troubling novelyn, so finally i did it myself .
I'm pretty much satisfied ;D

The angels sing

2005-11-17T03:22:00.000+08:00

Oh, i forgot to blog about yesterday. Haha ! I was in 180, on my way home from jurong after my session. This lady, who was sitting directly in front of me, is A PIG ! She really is. I was watching her, i really was. Ha, she ate so much okay! And i was angry cos i was so tempted. First she ate her friend han ji peng, then later she ate SIX pieces of prawn cracker biscuit. Those that comes in big pieces kind. And everyone could hear her crack cracking sound which is pretty much unpleasant to the ears. HAHA. Then later, she took out an apple ! Oh my gosh, the bus reeks of her food okay ! So exasperating you know. I was hungry, i was tempted, i wanted to grab a bite. What shit lar.

Okay, i don't know what else to say.

Ohh i remember ! I'm sad . Cos i'm suppse to go out with amanda, liane , novelyn, rachel and sam on the 20th ! But then , my mom is celebrating her birthday then. So i can't be out with them. We planned this so long ago and we're all so looking forward to it. And now i can't go. Things like this always happen. So annoying larrr !! I miss them so much. Haven't seen them for eons ):

I'm sorry amanda liane novelyn sam rach.

This old man.

2005-11-15T14:47:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm bored. I didn't go for my session today. Everything is in a mess mess mess. Ohh gosh. It's giving me headache. I have very very tight schedules for my sessions, my maid can't convers with us properly, and i don't know what else. HAHA.

I think i'm mad lar, i have been downloading games, children games. And i've been downloading songs ! Children songs, disney songs, christmas carols, i think i can't wait for christmas ;D
plus , looking at novelyn's blog, it makes me feel more like christmas is coming. But when christmas comes, my birthday comes. Ackkk not looking forward to it :\

I blog when i'm bored. Okay, actually i have things to do. I can play my downloaded games ! HAHA.

Some very irritating person who is not in my msn list, but i am in hers, kept asking me who i was. And when i don't reply she ask and ask. Like ! shooooo. This was our conversation,

*jar ! i'm.. = ME
Dear I Love.. = weird person. a girl.

Dear I Love: hello
*JAR ! i'm : who are you ?
Dear I Love : huh
Dear I Love : im jingxin
Dear I Love : can i now who r u?
Dear I Love : coz i also dunno y ur email add in my email
*JAR ! i'm : hmms but your email add is not in mine.
*JAR ! i'm : so i dont think i added you
Dear I Love : huh
Dear I Love : i nv add anyone i dunno de
*JAR ! i'm : same here. and you have been asking me who i was for eons. which is something kinda unpleasant.
Dear I Love : huh?
*JAR ! i'm : it's okay if you don't understand. maybe my english is a little too profound for you to understand.
Dear I Love : ya
Dear I Love : coz my english not so gd
*JAR ! i'm : then maybe we shouldnt even be conversing. cos firstly, i dont know who on earth are you. and you dont understand me and vice versa
*JAR ! i'm : so, goodbye. and stop asking me who i am next time when i come online. thank you for your kind understanding.
Dear I Love : ok
Dear I Love : no problem

Amanda was saying cos she got nothing else to say that's why she said okay and no problem. HAHA so funny .

A new begining.

2005-11-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

Another new quiz, in total i have 2. Go do it !
http://www.friendtest.com/viewquiz.php?account=jardaniella

Vineeta, haha that means you have to know me more ! haha but at least you got 3 rights. Which is alright already. Cos, if you dont know me at all, you would get zero ! hoho . try again next time ;D well done by the way (;

liane, i'm so sad. You didnt get full marks. Neither did amanda nor gwen. Rach got the highest, she got 9 rights .

Bahhhh, sent my maid to the airport yesterday ! Was frigging sad okay. I can't believe my brother cried. Not brothers but only one brother cried. The older one. So funny, and hell stupid 2nd brother went to say we shed crocodile tears. Dong him lar. Yesterday at the airport , Had sakae in the morning, yum yum. Then mom treated to coffee bean yesterday ! Had my yummy caramel blended and Raspberry cheesecake ! Whoa, fantastic !

Went to fetch our new maid home. Her name is ayu something something something wati. I dont know lar. I tell you, she is a hindrance. A real bother. She dont understand what the fish we are talking about most of the time. She claims that she can speak and understand english, but i think the only word she knows is yes mom yes sir. Like my gosh !

She, do things so slowly. Really slow, i cant express it but its very very slow ! So slow, even anyone of us out there can do a better job than her . We can qualify to be a maid already ! ;D
She added a whole lot of soya sauce when she is suppose to add a lil bit so that she can taste it and see if it is too salty or not, then from there she will add more and stuff. My mom had to coach her how to do almost everything. She dont even know how to cook mee goreng. As in, those instant one. Even jar, I know. How can she, a maid not know. Nevermind, she is like a country bumpkin.

She was working as a farmer before she came to be a maid. My previous maid is so much better. She can cook, she can do household chores and her cooking is fantastic ! Amanda knows. She was works in KFC before, she can do electronics. Where on earth can you find such a good and fast maid ? This one here is so slow. Nevermind about her flaws. Something else now .

My mom gave her my new slipper, the one i bought from ripples WITH AMANDA ! My mom let her wear ! How mad can i get ? It is not about me being selfish or whatsoever. Of all the slippers, why must she give the one i just bought recently and i've got so many old ones, she didnt give. And it is not because of the price of the slipper or whatsoever, cos it is only 10 bucks. It is how much i went through to buy it and whom i bought it with and how much it meant to me. That slipper, i bought it with amanda, and you all know how much amanda means to me . We bought it at harbour front, and as you guys know, harbour front is so Gosh dong far from my place. That slipper is my/our friendship slipper. She got the black one and mine the red one. Cos i love red and she loves black and i love black too and she loves red too. And that slipper brings back alot alot of memories. Everything that occured on that day when we bought it. The amount of feelings i have for it, you may say im nuts for having feelings over a slipper. Yes i am. Cos this slipper give me the image of my friendship with amanda. Yet, because of one mistake my mom made, i can never regain that special feeling again. Even if i have tons of that slipper, everything wouldn't be the same.
):

I told my mom half and hour again that i wanna eat and i'm hungry, she came in half and hour later and i see no food so i said i wanna eat again !! She said, " ohh i forgot" and she walks out and ask the maid to make my food.
:\ grrrrr how can she forget !

How well do you know me.

2005-11-12T20:18:00.000+08:00

Try my quiz !
http://www.friendtest.com/viewquiz.php?account=jardaniella

HAHAHA !

Don't go.

2005-11-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

If I had just one tear running down my cheek.
Maybe I could cope.
I'd get some sleep.
If I had just one moment at your expense.
Maybe all my misery would be well spent.
Give me a reason why im feeling so blue.
I wonder why you wanna go. Can you tell me ?
I wanna know why.
I miss you and this is all i wanna say.
I guess, i miss you.
These three words said it all.
You know i miss you.
Everything is gonna change.
No more anyone being there for me when i'm feeling blue.
No more crab meat porridge. No more laughing no more talks.
No more accompanying me to the LRT station. No more going down to give cab fare.
No more of the funny you.
Noone to turn to at home after tomorrow.
No more helping out in the kitchen. No more looking after me.
No more no more )':
When you were around, i find you annoying at times.
But now, when youre leaving, I cant bear to.
My heart aches.

My maid is going back home to Indonesia tomorrow. I don't know when is the next time we're gonna see each other )': Will be sending her off tomorrow.

Sorry people. For the sudden MIA. Pretty busy .

Okay, i'm sad. I'm very .

I'm paranoid.

2005-11-09T00:20:00.000+08:00

Subconsciously I've been bothered by some insignificant issues. It's so not practical.
Like I've said, it's inconsequential.

Oooh yeah gwen. Everyone is falling ill. Due to low body resistance/resistant. I think. HAHA.

shed off and peal

2005-11-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

I'm not sick. I'm just having another nose attack !
I'm piling up tissues from tissue box, so funny.
I'm blowing and I'm tearing I'm blowing and I'm tearing.
I'm sallowing my own mucus ; eeewwww
I'm thinking of taking a SAW and SAW off my nose.
I'm gonna cancel my appointment and stay home to recouperate.

So many I AM. So many COLOURS.
:\ :\ :\ :\ :\

Get well soon dearest liane (:

Gooot Luuuck !

2005-11-06T23:32:00.000+08:00

Red symbolises good luck. So Good luck to those having their O level paper tomorrow.
Especially novelyn. Chill okay darling ?
Pray to God, ask Him to calm you down yeah ?

And also to that Jack Ass brother of mine !
And everyone else !

Haha, i have nothing to post, so this shall be a Good luck post ((:

You got me hypnotized.

2005-11-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1131207890dbp
try this, calculate your crush.

shall reply tags.

simoneh, thanks, alot. i will persevere. i will do it ! with all yur support, i wont disappoint you guys (:
monday monday monday !

sam, to you guys , i may be. but to myself, i'm not. thanks for that (:

madna ! oh my gosh, i miss you so much, and yes you've been so busy lately and you've been missing out alot and alot !you can accompany me, i think. im not sure, but i think it should be fine. my weeks are gonna be hectic from now on. i miss you, shall we go out soon ? must okay ? (:

gwen, yes i'll be very busy from now on, well. hmms i know i dont need to look nice to be your friend, but everyone have their own dream. and my dream is to be .. yeahh you know.

liane, thanks (: i will see you on the 2oth ! hopefull the results (:

novelyn, beauty beauty , strike that out first. not yet for now (: i miss you loads as well. outing soon (:

Don't play with my emotions.

2005-11-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

Liane , amanda, simoneh !
Almost , i didnt make it. It was so scary. My mom, almost went back on her words. Cos, it was way too extravagant. 4 digits, made our eyeballs almost drop out.
I got a shocked. At first, she was taking it into consideration ~~ONLY~~. Not confirmed, and i was so so petrified, i cried ! i cried i cried so badly ):

she agreed after much consideration (: and after the amount of ~~tears~~ shed by me.

I have 130 sessions all together, 4 times a week. It's gonna be tedious for me and i'm gonna have a hectic week for 2 months. The more i can't meet up. I have no time.

I saw a nutritionist :\

I'm digging what you're telling me.

2005-11-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

curly curly curly.

i want long and curly.

curly curly hair reminds me of lianey (:

my exit

wind wind wind, take me away to a far away place.

i got the color changed today.

black and yellow.
HE IS MY NEW BOYFRIEND, I LOVE HIM. I'M NOT A PEDOPHILE OR WHATSOEVER, HE REALLY IS MINE MINE MINE !

BLACK DOTS.

True as it can be

2005-11-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

Whee hoo ! I woke up frigging late today. Too late to eat my breakfast, not like i eat them or anything, but i woke up at 3 something, and i ate my brunch! I had polar cakes. One swiss roll and something else. I was famished.
Oh yeahh, why i woke up late was because i slept in the morning. I slept at 5:27am. How i can remember clearly cos that was the last message i sent to ginaCUTIE , asking her to bathe. Why i slept late because THE NOT VERY CUTE BUT SMELLY GINA kept asking me to say please so as to get her to bathe. And why i asked her to bathe cos its for her own hygiene and for her own good LAH! And also, i was helping THE NOT VERY CUTE BUT SMELLY GINA do her stat counter, cos i was being very nice and asked her if she wanted one so she will know if people did go and visit her blog . Usually i take a very short time to do people's blog, but yesterday, it wasn't the case. NOT SO CUTE GINA has the messiest, longest blog html i've ever come across ! I almost got blineded when i went to insert her stat counter html into her template! Oh gosh. Why her html was so long because she have all those un-necessary stuff. All her pictures and everything. Why she have so many pictures in her blog because she've got a very very serious case of self obsession! And why she have a serious case of self obsession is because she thinks she is very cute. Like you all can see, her name has the word CUTIE. People all call her that, which makes all of us a LIAR. But it's okay, sometimes we gotta lie about certain things, in case we hurt her ego. Is that right. Oh wells, but THE NOT VERY CUTE GINA is funny ! And i <3 her! Cos she is very sweet lah ! Haha

Feeling good'

2005-11-01T12:26:00.000+08:00

I'm very very touched by Gina cutie . Really, she's the ultimate sweetest person ever for now.
Touched beyond words, touched to tears. Previously, she was feeling kind of down cos of her promos, so i had a post specially for that cutie, and even drew something for her and post it up.

"Keep this picture! So whenever you're upset (; just look at this picture (; and hopefully (; it will cheer you up (:" this was what i said and this was what she replied,

this was wot type in her blog. that's wot she drew for ME

am i touched? YOU BET

jaryne: god says choose your friends wisely. those that will suffer both the conseqences and rewards. those who have access to your life.

you have access to my life sweetie.

and i have never be more glad in my life that, that night. we exchanged numbers

yes. red's our COLOUR
i've change your name in my links from jar SWEETIE to... check it out

lovelove xoxo

which is, she changed to JAR sweetie <3 color="#ff0000">
awww, im so very touched as well (:
I wish i can just copy her whole blog over, cos seriously, i love her blog.
thanks cutie ! I'm glad we exchanged numbers, You're like God given , to cheer me up and make me laugh/happy. I'm really glad for everything that you've done.

Halloween night last night with madna was a blast. Though we didn't go club, we had so much fun with each other. She bought me this crabbie hairband to wear, it's frigging cute, and she bought me a 'Happy Halloween' helium balloon, and she bought herself a pirate hat that was so funkaye! And she bought spider sweets, and i bought her and myself a halloween necklace ! And and and, we walked around town with that. Whoa, i came across so many remarks from people.

malay guys ; HAHAHA, hey, there's a crab on your head.
ah lian's look alike ; ayo ! so cute, HAHAHA
malay guys again ; laughs, -took picture with phone !
couple ; hahaha that's very nice, so cute ! well done, happy halloween !

and many many stares from people ! Dong funny okay, though it was just the 2 of us, we had hell loads of fun! Haha, guess who i saw while sitting outside paragon eating ah pek ice cream, i saw chandee, bel, yingmin, and err i forgot whats the girl's name. Haha some sec 2 or sec 3 girl . They're so mean, cos i told them people said there's a crab on my head, after they walked off, all of them turned back and shouted,

"jaryne your head got crab!"

haha my gosh, i was so embarrassed, cos most of the people around looked at me, HAHA ! my goodness . We ate and ate and ate like nobody's business, We buy alot as well. We do stupid things, very stupid! Yesterday was the best halloween ever! Walked around town with mr crabbie and madna, and getting stares from people, people laughing and giggling, and some even looked stunned. But it's okay, al least i bring joy to people. Haha and madna kept laughing cos she said i suit the crab, and i look freaking cute in it. Haha okay, whatever.

Oh, and after that, we saw real people dressing up! We went to cine movie, the people at the counter dressed up, all so bloody, and at TCC, the whole shop is dressed up man! Haha and we're one of them lah, cos we dressed up too. But the cute version. Haha. And and and, while walking to Far East, we saw a few guys and one girl dressing up as mummy ? There's one guy whose dress up is so dong nice, i will upload the picture. Madna took picture with him, so cool okay! We saw draculars, mummy, and bloody people. Dong nice okay ! Gosh, i love love love yesterday !

Happy Halloween

2005-10-31T01:02:00.000+08:00

Newsroom for halloween. 1 for 1 9-12pm ! mohd sultan, below double O.
Pre sale $14 , at door $16.
Attire, smart casual.
No flops or slippers ! Only Sneakers, heels, shoes.
Advised not to wear skirts, cos the crowd is gonna get quite rowdy and a little unruly !
Be there ! It's something not to waste !

smile smile smile.

2005-10-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

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Gina cutie ! *(: see (; i'm using your favourite colour (: I will not rush from you anymore (; as in (; next time you wanna use red (; you can use it (: I will not complain if you use red (; you have the freedom to use it now (: Red is our colour okay ? Well (; sorry for the ugly looking drawing (; cos i'm freezing actually (; and i'm drawing on my bed (; hope you don't mind (: Keep this picture! So whenever you're upset (; just look at this picture (; and hopefully (; it will cheer you up (:
Well (; i know you're very very dishearten by your results (; but i hope (; not because of just one setback (; youre gonna give up on yourself (: You have fallen deep this time i know (; pick yourself up again (; take baby steps this time (: You have to pull yourself through no matter how tough life is gonna be for you from now on (: okay ? You have my support (: You should know me (; i will be there for you no matter what (: you've known me for so long (: and vice versa (; i know you're one who will not give up easily (: so jia you !
Don't think about anything for now (; just enjoy yourself and leave everything till someday (; give yourself a break and play now (: Things will be better after awhile (: Just concentrate on being happy for now (; leave everything aside and SMILE ((((:

! A thousand angels dance around YOU .:. (:

):

2005-10-29T12:34:00.000+08:00

I'm sad I'm so sad I'm so so sad I'm so so so sad I'm so so so so sad
I'm sad I'm so sad I'm so so sad I'm so so so sad I'm so so so so sad
I'm sad I'm so sad I'm so so sad I'm so so so sad I'm so so so so sad
I'm sad I'm so sad I'm so so sad I'm so so so sad I'm so so so so sad
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I need a f-eaking job but I can't get a f-eaking job and I need those f-eaking money.
I just need :\

Traumatised traumatised traumatised.

2005-10-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm home today from amanda's house. Yesterday, was a blast too. So today, is amanda's turn to come over to my place, she's next to me now. HAHA. Watched full house. Omfg, i wanna cry. I love the ending , the ending is so good, han zhien got together with li yingzai (: Oh my, what a bliss :D
Ohhh, dong dong dong! I tell you all something, amanda and I just wanted to try something, cos once , amanda told me that if i type my name in http://yahoo.com , all my list of stuff about me will come out, true enough, i went to type jaryne, everything came out, all my old blogs and all that shit came out, even tried typing jaryne daniella as well, still came out all those bulls. Oh gosh, its so funny! I think , you guys should go and try it. Type your name in yahoo , full name, and everything will just come out (: MWAHAHAHA. smart jar found something interesting for all of you to do . heh heh :/
And and and, who the dong is hannah14@hotmail.com, oh please, your name is not jaryne! your name is hannah, why did you use my name. Okay, this person used my name to tag some guy. WTF ? And and and , im so irritated, cos i do see my name in people's blog i don't know. like, its mentioned all over. Yahoo has 7 pages about me and about my name being mentioned. So hilarious :/

Oh, here's those pictures we took yesterday at the pool and at her house !
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2118447670

Just a lil less.

2005-10-26T00:09:00.000+08:00

Finally it's twelve. I can blog now. I shall blog about something and its only about that thing. And i will blog about it , I am blogging now. Ehemehem, whoever who likes red (looks at someone, think of someone, points at someone) is a copymouse. I don't know why mouse but just mouse. But , it may not be copy, its just COINCIDENCE. So my second colour shall be purple (:

Apart from that my dear friend, you're so funny lah! Are you born to make people laugh and fart ? Haha ponders :\

Okay, the above post is kind of redundant. I shall blog about something else, ohh yesyes. My kitty crawled into a plastic bag and she was playing inside. So adorable.

And later, I was having a very very horrendous tummyache, i went to the toilet. And again, I had a second impact. And i really dread going to the toilet again, so I went out to get myself a cup of warm water. And so coincidentally, my kitty was feeling rather thirsty. That's what i concluded. Cause, the moment i put my cup down, she was trying to steal my water! She kept jumping up to the side table where i placed my cup. So annoying. So I have to use my right hand to cover my cat while my left hand will do the typing. But in the end, i gave in. I let kitty drink a sip (:

fix it fix it fix it.

2005-10-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha, so funny . I just found out something, gina~~CUTIE~~ actually recommended people to read my blog, ah ha. Maybe cos its interesting, but whatever it is, she is so funny. Haha, i love reading her blog too. Maybe maybe, i should put her bog under recommendations too ! haha one for one! heh heh. Thanks eh gina !

best blog ever,
http://www.gina-is-super-cute.blogspot.com/
wonder whose blog is that ? if you didnt read the above, its obvious. self explanatory !
gina :/
seriously, no joke, no kid, you can laugh and laugh and laugh and then you will fart and fart and fart while reading her post because somethimes you really will wonder to yourself, how silly and dumb can she get/be and when you go on reading, you just feel like shooting/killing yourself, cos its so funny that you cannot stop laughing to her silliness . its really funny. Thats how I reacted. But, i don't fart (:

Highly recommended ! So now, i've decided to link her. HAHAHA .
Gina; Hoi, if you're reading this, you better be honoured. And i don't know what heck is your 2 favourite colour, so i put green. your last ~~braces~~ colour.

My forte.

2005-10-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

One word, disappointed. Utterly disappointed.
My job interview was a failure cos im not ~~sixteen~~ yet. Even though my birthday is just a few months away. And although the manager liked me, mary claims, I don't think she will employ me ): I'm so sad. Grrrr.

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))':

BIG BIG ANNOUNCEMENT

2005-10-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

im going for a job interview tomorrow at centre point marks and spencer with mary ! bless me! If i didnt make it, please don't laughh at me. Cos now, im very worried i cant get the job. Ahhhh ): im scared of so many things. Im sared of the interview, of the boss, the manager. scared i cannot take it. ahhh, but i will strive ! (:

Hammers and Hearts.

2005-10-23T14:29:00.003+08:00

Omfg, i didn't have a chance to blog yesterday cos i got home only at 2 something in the morning. Haha, no no. I'm not a bad girl, I was out with my brother mom maid and brother's friend. Haha, yesterday was ablast. It really was (: I love yesterday. Well, cos my maid is going home soon, we decided to take her out to take photos and bring her around for the last time. Cos she won't be coming back anymore.
Well, first place we went was ClarkQuay. We went to sit my brother's company boat. Ohmygosh, I was sea sick. Actually , not. But i just don't like sitting those bum boats. So annoying, the oil smell makes me giddy. Took lots of pictures on the boat, oh did i not mention? I finally saw my maid's boss. As in, her maid agency boss. Oh dong, he looks so gay, so sissyfied. My mom , me my maid and my brother's friend was laughing like mad. And i kept telling my brother's friend how he walks and shake. Oh no, so mingin :/ After the boat ride, my brother forced , really forced my maid to sit this bungy jump thingy. So me, my maid and my brother's friend sat that stupid bungy jump thing. Oh my, i wanted to die. I swear, I was screaming so badly okay, and when the ball twist and turn, I felt as if im gonna fall off. Oh my, and by the time i stood up from the seat , my legs were all jellied. It was so bad okay. But it was fun. My brother's friend screamed like there's no tomorrow. I've never seen a guy screamed like him okay. So hilarious.
After Clark Quay, we went to my Grandma's house to have dinner. Oh my, we had a sumptuous dinner. We had crabs, very sweet crabs, my favourite oyster sauce mushrooms, chicken curry, and some other stuff. But that's what i ate only, cause i didn't like the rest. Haha. Stayed at my grandma's house till 9 plus and then we headed to town to have our desert at NYDC. Was messaging amanda and liane asking them to come find me, but amanda doesn't want cos she want me to go find her, i don't know what she was talking. Haha, so i just assumed that she didn't wanna come find me. Moreover, I can't bring my family to go look for amanda, they will think im nuts. NYDC was packed yesterday. And, a bung served us, and this was what my brother and maid asked me.

maid; yiwen(thats what they call me) just now that one girl or boy?
me; haha thats a girl, she look like a boy right ?
maid; haha yeahh ! -looks shocked.

brother; eh, just now that one who served me, is not a guy right ?
me; uh huh, she's a bung.

my brother just stared at me, cos he knows im a Lesbian. Oh wells. Haha okay, after NYDC, we went to Cine, to checked out our movies. We wanted to watch some horror film. Very funny very funny, while crossing the road from heeren to cine, guess who i saw crossing the road from cine to heeren? I saw gwen first! Then i saw liane! Liane was so delighted to see me okay (: Haha and i saw amanda too! But she was meddling with her phone, she was actually calling me! Cos after awhile, amanda shouted my name in the middle of the road! Haha oh my, so funny. She was like, "eh i'm calling your phone! And we're about to find you" haha ! so funny, didnt i thought that she didn't wanna come look for me ? So funny.
Okay, so my family, we all catched the 1140pm show, The Wig , that show is plain madness . I think in the theatre, only me and my maid is the one screaming, the first part was, my maid went to hit me ! Oh my gosh, I swear i had a shock of my life okay. Actually, I wasn't scared at all. But cos of my maid! She hit me. Haha, I jumped, literally. So funny. We screamed a bit more later though.
Dong thing happen, after the movies, we went out and omfg, it was raining cats and dogs and monkeys and cows! It was so heavy and I was freezing like mad. Stupid, my brother have to go and buy a brolly just to get over to the carpark to get his car . Haha, so we have to wait outside cheers for him. He had to come out of his car to fetch us one by one, cos the rain was really pouring like mad. Haha, the funny thing was, the wind was so strong that it blew my brother's brolly upwards, making it look like a satelite. So dong funny. I was laughing like mad, by the time I got into the car, I was drenched from top to bottom. Reached home at around 2 something and was watching Seed Of Chucky. Haha, couldn't sleep though. Woke up like I dont know how late this morning. And noone's at home now, cos they brought my maid to the Botanica Gardens to take pictures again. I was suppose to go, but didnt want. Was feeling a little unwell due to the rain yesterday and today is my Second brother to go out with them cos he didn't go yesterday! HAHA okay, i think this post is gonna be freaking long.
I'm off (:

Dong dong dong.

2005-10-22T11:25:00.000+08:00

Dong. Just dong.

(:

Twilight time.

2005-10-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

Okay, good. I did my blog, i put my picture, i took out links. Sorry to those. Haha sad to say, links make my blog look ugly cos there's one big chunk of names with the same colour, makes my blog look really messy. Fret not, when i get a new layout, which is some time later, i will do links. For now, i'll leave it as it is (: Sorry !

HAHAHAH

2005-10-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

"speaking of GALILEE CAFE,it reminds me of somebody.she was e one who brought me there for e first time.perhaps i forgot to mention.i dunno wat happened betw us.frm gd frens to NOTHING.well,we got along very well initially.den things started to change..
- we are not speaking to each other.
- she is not replying my msg.
- she doesnt wanna haf anything to do wif me.
- she doesnt even wanna be my fren.
alright.if tt's wat she wants, i guess there's nothing i can do abt it.i tried asking wats wrong but it was of no help.if it was e past me,i probably wun even gif a hoot.but as u grow older,u'll realise tt frens r hard to come by.u may tink tt all ur frens love u,but wait til u leave sch.u'll b surprised to see how pple change.though unintentionally,ur so-called-frens may even turn their backs on u.THAT'S THE REALITY OF LIFE."
its from someone.
and my reply is,

OKAY, YOU, IM REFERRING TO YOU. HAHAHA GOSH DONG IT, DONT PREDICT MY FUTURE FOR ME WILL YOU. HAHA I THINK ITS SO FUNNY, WHEN YOUR FRIENDS LEAVE YOU, YOU ASSUME THAT MY FRIENDS WILL DO THE SAME. LIKE EXXXCCCCUUUSEEEE ME, I HAVE VERY NICE FRIENDS UNLIKE YOU. MY FRIENDS AINT LIKE YOURS , PLEASE, DONT MAKE A COMPARISON. EWWWWW, YOU MAKE ME WANNA PUKE AGAIN. OHH DONG. LUCKY YOU DONT KNOW MY NEW BLOG, IF NOT I DONT THINK I CAN HAVE THE CHANCE TO TYPE THIS, WELL, MAYBE YOU SHOULD THINK, FOR YOURSELF, WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO MAKE ME LIKE THIS, ITS BECAUSE OF YOURSELF DEAR HUMAN. ITS BECAUSE YOURE SO DEMANDING, SO DRAMATIC(so funny when she tries to be drama, only liane knows. drunk drunk drunk, okay liane, i wanna laugh my ass off), PATHETIC, ASS. MAYBE THE REASON IS CAUSE OF YOU. LIKE SAY, YOU CONTROLLED ME TOO MUCH, THATS ALL. YOU DIDNT GIVE ME ENOUGH BREATHING SPACE, MOREOVER, I WAS HAVING MY N's THEN. DONT YOU THINK ITS SO DONG DISGRACING TO HAVE SOMEONE YOUNGER THAN YOU TO TELL YOU OFF? WHICH IS MY DEAR FRIEND, GWEN (: DONG, WHATEVER. GROW UP . AND SHUDDUP YOU! YOUR CELL NUMBER IS OFF MY PHONE, YOUR EMAIL ADD IS OFF MY CONTACT LIST, AND YOURE BLOCKED. SOON, WHEN MY FRIENDSTER GETS FULL, YOU'LL BE THE FIRST ONE I'LL DELETE. FAREWELL !

OKAY, IM SO HAPPY. HAHA

oh dong! okay, i just typed one damn f-cking dong long post! its gone, how vexed can i be feeling! okay, forget it. im not replying tags anymore. okay, i think i should reply tags. Dong, some weird ~~guy~~ ask me to add him in friendster, oh dong, i dont even know him. crazy.

Gwen, oh yes i know i was just bored you see and i think its kinda fun. Youre very smart gwen, no doubt.

Simoneh, okay see i replied the tags, i shall not talk to much, as in, i shall just summarise everything and type it short, in case the same thing happen again which is gonna annoy the shit out of me. Okay, dont be so angry with your parents anymore yeah, i think they have their reasons for not letting you out. Maybe, sometimes you gotta understand that youre a boy and your brother is a girl, they're worried cos there's alot of rape/kidnapped cases recently. They're just talking the precautions (: i will see you tomorrow if possible. (:

nikki, someone told me youre half jap. cos that time, i sat at your table, i saw your name. as in, i when to ransack your file. haha sorry . and natasha, i think, told me youre half jap thats why your name is so long. haha (: and i think i did asked cornell, she told me as well, my reaction was like, 'whoa so cool!' haha yesyes i dont fancy blisters either. they're a killer . likeo dong, you should've just wore flops to school. in future, just do that okay? haha ! urms, i will see you soon babe ! (: dont worry, i love chatty people (:

Stealer !

2005-10-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

There's nothing else i wanna blog about today except for something. Which is, some stealer stole ipod U2 from me today ! I'm so upset now ! I DON'T CARE, I WANT A IPOD FOR MY BIRTHDAY ! 27TH DEC, -CRIES. LIKE ANYONE WILL BUY IT FOR ME. ):
opps, guessed the above paragraph is kinda, somehow, misleading. What i meant was, someone was supposed to lend me her ipod U2, but someone else, someone i know but just that i don't want to mention her name out of safety, took it back home and listen cos she says she wants it, so i dont have my chance to listen to it. GET IT ? sorry gwen, you have misunderstood. HAHAHAH !

i shall reply tags.
Gwen, since when did you use HARO ? haha and you're forever and always giving me funny names eh, i mean, you're always distorting my names and forming new names. You're so funny, always is. And, i HOPE to see you soon too, if not, i wont have the chance to see you again, i hope not, but just see you soon lah. Oh yesha ! im actually feeling better today cause i didn't eat any curry or curry chicken today (: Weather's very nice very very nice, its so comfy being at home with such pleasing weathers, if this rain is to last forever, there will be floods gwen. Nah, just remember that whenever you tagged me, you're speaking to me. Just that i will take a longer tie to reply. Noone will be talking to themself when they tagged me. Like wise, I won't be talking to myself either when i'm blogging (: okay, i'm talking too much. Okay, tag me whenever you're bored. Ohh, i suddenly remembered, as you promised, I want my colourful jar ! Meanwhile,
Takecare newg ((:

Sharon, HELLO ! :D I will see you soon on thursday ! You better come to school ! hoho.

Simoneh, i hate that stealer, as in NO i don't hate her but i hate her ! She stole it! She stole that small thing(its big actually) red and black thing with headphones ! How could she, so mean okay! You should've came, you reall should have . You should see how i whine and ask her to give me that thing with headphones. If i could/can i will/would want to kill her ! Yes, wednesday over at my place and thursday over at YOUR place with that stupid stealer. Yayyys, sweets sweets chococs and more chocos, but not too much in case i get tummy problem again or maybe, tooth decay ! HAHAHAHAH. I hope there will not be any renovations on, on that day cause today when the both of them came, the noise pollution almost killed us, seriously, its f-cking annoying ! No more gruesome pictures caused my mummy didn't send it to me, ayo ful of excuses lah she. Never mind, it's better we don't see it, cause it's pretty sick ! (: Will see you soon babe ! muahhh !

namada, SHUUDUP YOU !

liane, yes i think she was/is really feeling really bored last night, i had too much of curry chicken. That's why its giving my tummy problems :/ i will see you on thursday ! (:

Sam, yes i will burn it for you ! Give me the CD's on thursday, I will be going to school then. Come to think of it, I haven't seen you since 10 oct ! Thankyou, my tummy is well now (:

I'm feeling greeenn.

2005-10-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

Ahh haa haa, it's so sickening and annoying and exasperating. My nose, its mucus. It's so annoying, it's running like some free flowing sh-t. And my nose, its like the heart. The arteries gets blocked, its heart attack. I think im getting a nose attack soon cos my nose keeps getting blocked. Okay, that was so random. ayyye, i'm spouting nonsense lah. Okay, shuudup . Ehhh good, very well i'm going to school tomorrow. I'm going to accompany admana! And later i have dental so she's accompanying me there (: It has been raining since i don't know when. It's like the rain is a never ending one? Causing floods at the fields outside my house ! @#$&*#% But its okay, ilove the rain ! And ohh did i not mention, admana and I is crazy over this Korean drama series called full house ! The main actor, is called Rain. I thought Rain was a ~~girl's~~ name. Ohhh my oh my. 3 bears ! (: Teehee.

HAHAHAHA i see no point for this post. I'm off.

bored, quite bored, very bored.

2005-10-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

Haha is it just me or what ? I'm becoming to be like novella. Blogging when I'm bored ? Right vella ? Okay, i got this from your blog. Haha

Some very very accurate personailty test !

Stability
23%
Orderliness
56%
Extraversion
70%

Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

So true okay !

and,

trait snapshot:
open, tough, irritable, worrying, does not like to be alone, craves attention, low self control, emotionally sensitive, interacting, sad, very social, aggressive, prefer organized to unpredictable, dependent, social chameleon, suspicious, values the heart over the mind, likes large parties, outgoing, likes to make fun, likes to fit in, mildly phobic, vain, makes friends easily, enjoys leadership, clingy, rash.

It's really true !

I just called Mcdonalds. It's coming in 45 minutes time ! I'm very very hungry :(
Some rude, very rude, very very rude guy was conversing with me just now. I think he's so kajeydnaht rude !

Please don't.

2005-10-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

I'v decided to tag a longer post because it looks a lil u g l y if its too short !
okay, i shall use this opportunity, to bid farewell to my darling moni !
she will be leaving for aussie tomorrow and will only be back on the 16th dec !
That's so damn-o long !

sizzling ! have fun in aussie, and i will miss you ! I really will. Please come back by the 16th dec cos we will be collecting our results on the 19th ! (: Have a safe trip !
Loveslove (:

They're the reason why i love today (:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2119084320

dishearten, is the feeling.

2005-10-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry.

It wasn't me who wants you to leave.
It wasn't me who planned all these.
It was someone of the older generation.

I didn't want to put you in a bag, i know the discomfort.
Though i've not experience being in a bag
I know for sure, you wouldn't like the idea.

I watched you from behind the pillars
in fear you take notice of me and not want to leave.
Within split seconds, you left.
I came out, I saw your shadow.
Together with someone, a total stranger indeed.

I hope you will be fine with that someone you barely know.
You're in her hands now, you will be good I'm sure.

Thousands of apologies, I hope you will understand.

I miss you
My heartaches
My one and only baby
I love.

f-ck it.

2005-10-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

F-ck everything lah. I'm in a horrible mood now. Grrrrr !

i'm feeling alright now. Snoppy was being so funny ((:

its over. its finally over !

2005-10-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

woo hoo ! Finally my N levels are over. The whole of my N level week was hell for me, so was it for everyone. I saw how intense people were studying. Intensive studying is good ! Everyone mugged mugged mugged. It's very constructive.

Well, I've been playing since the paper finished. Have been going out for 2 consecutive days and WILL BE going out for 3 consecutive days cos i'll be going out tomorrow. Again.

After papers on monday, went to Alysia's lunch party at her dad's pub. Went town after that. Oh oh did i not mention ? I went shopping before the party ! With amanda novella and nisha ! Bought SEVEN items with a hundred bucks . This was what nisha said.

Nisha:
Ehhh jaryne, see now you come out with us, you can buy seven items with a hundred bucks. Last time, you can only buy ONE item with A HUNDRED BUCKS. So thrifty. In future, you should go out with us often ! :D

Yeahh totally agree with that girl . Haha oh let me tell you what i bought with that hundred dollars !
- A handbag
- Heels
- Shades
- Beads
- Earrings
- Sports bra
- Tube bra

I'm contented. Actually, not. Haha. And that stupid heels caused me to have FOUR VERY FUCKING FUCKINGLY PAIN BLISTERS ! TWO ON EACH FEET ! Thankyou very much man.

'nuff of yesterday.

Today, went to claudia's birthday party ! So fun, we watched movie. Had movie marathon. But for a short while only. Watched the maid. Then after that show, we went upstairs to watch teevee. Normal shows. Very very awesome conversation we had at the eating table ((:

After which, was cut cake time ! omfg, i have never seen sucha beautiful cake like claudia's cake before ! Maybe cos its her Sweet Sixteen ! Okay, her cake is uploaded up there. Fantastic. Went home at around 8 and we waited for the damn bus for God knows how long. We boarded the bus only at 910 ! Shoot all of us.

So, tomorrow, im going to evelyn's house with the rest ! Okay we're gonna have a feast at her place ! I can't wait ! :D

ALERT ALERT !!

2005-10-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL !! CHRISTINA WROTE A LETTER TO AMANDA, SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ADDRESSES. SO, THOSE WHO WISH TO WRITE A LETTER TO HER, OR WANTS HER TO WRITE TO YOU, PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR HOUSE ADDRESS. AND I WILL WILL IT TO HER !

MESSAGE ME HERE, IN MY HALOSCAN OR LIFESTYLESOFJAR@HOTMAIL.COM

THANKS ((:
HOPE TO GET ALL YOUR ADDRESSES SOON !

this was what she wrote to amanda,

Amanda
hey. i guess you must be wondering where i've been the past few months. was it siti who told you i was in a hostel? who else have came to know about my whereabouts?well, how have you been? i know you have returned from Philippines the other time. How was your trip? How is school and you studies? i'm wondering how's everyone. I miss all of them, Siti, Nisha, Monica, Evelyn, Natasha, Alicia, Yanna, Gwen, Elysa, Shah, practically all of them. Let them know I'm alright and can you do me a favour? When you reply to this letter, can you help me find out their out their addresses? thank you. i dont want to lose in touch with them just because i'm inside. Let them know I'll write to them. Also, Jaryne, natashaAz, as many addresses as possible. Wish them good luck for me for their upcoming exams, and you too, Amanda. when are your major 'N's? Well, I've forgotten the important stuffs, our punk rock & indiecore music. PLease keep me updated haha. And not forgetting that we,you, Monica & gwen that we promised to form a band of our own. Never give up on that. wait for me eh. Another year, never give up on our music. Punk rock never dies, punk rock lives! Ha. Oh, talking about punk rock, go check out the september issue of Cleo, go get a copy of it, there's a new girl band called ' The Faders' they have an album Plug in + PLay in stores, must it out at HMV, and there are lots more things that will interest you trust me. go buy the sept issue of cleo eh. oh yah, and i guess you definately must know about the band competition & the audition held around June/July at Junction 8? the rock band competition where 20 bands came out in ' Life" newspaper on the 11th July? I hope you didnt throw that away. 3dash1 is one of the chosen one right? Let them know I wish them all the best in their performance 7 im very sorry i cant go to watch them. I would really want to go to the gig competition. Where & when is that? also the band ' The neverves''? IF i'm not wrong either the vocalist or the guitarist is William? That guy who used to perform at 'the third place' gig who's in the band ' the Nope' before. That band who came from Henderson secondary. And also, could you help me get a couple of addresses from people on friendster? Do you mind asking Nisha to help me on this? Address of , Zahzibar & dy's addresses , & also izrul's. Thanks alot. Oh and remember Vanessa Lim Singh ? Does she know about my whereaboutsa? Do you ...(( and then it wasnt clear in the fax that her mum got so i cant figure out what pang said as she continues the next line)) her lah. Could you get her address too? Ask her to write to me cos she can get the address of where I am from her friend Liyana. But if you know of where i really am, do keep it to youself yup, also, you can ask Nisha to write to me. From here, I am actually writing to my own address first and my mom will send it over to you a photocopied letter from me. And Christian Jonsia, still talking to him? Haha. If you meet him on MSN, tell him that I want his address too and that i will write to him. Do you mind helping me check my friendster account too? And keep me updated too. And about gigs, I miss the all of us always making our trips to gigs, esp the one at thirdplace & i forgot the other one we always go to. the one near the National Library, the museum? At victoria street, alright. Take care, good luck- Christina

Always changing you.

2005-10-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

GWEN ! WHO IS SERENE ? YOUR DOCTOR IS IT ?
THESOUNDOFNAMESDROPPING IS CRANKY LAH.
IGNORE.

NO NO VOODOO.
NO NO VOODOO.
I DO NOT WANT ANY VOODOO ON ME !
NO NO NO.
GO AWAY .

HAHAHAHAH.

very soon its over.

2005-10-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

shut up you.

Finally finally ! I'm finally online after so many days. Haven't been blogging for quite some time. Well well, i shall make this post a short one !

Well, i'm left with my art paper, math paper and accounts paper ! Rejoice rejoice. Finally, its all gonna be over soon. All the papers i've taken was pretty alright. Math and sciences was the best!Literature paper, I don't know, i just don't have the time.
After our N level, the rest starts their final year examinations and O level.
Actually, everything ain't over yet. It's actually the begining of everything.
Thinking about my results, im fretting. Actually, not. I've really studied hard this time.
I want to do well. I hope i can. I don't want to have too much of a confident. In case, disappointment.

Ha, im done with my art.
Guess, im going off to sleep.

farewell my(not) friend.

2005-09-30T19:54:00.000+08:00

F-ck you bitch.
Continue being what you wanna be now. Simply go ahead with whatever that you wanna do. I don't wanna care. I don't wanna give hoots anymore. If you think that you're right, go ahead and think that way then. Be like that. Be like that. You're insane.

You can continue acting, continue pretending. It's okay, it doesn't matter much to me NOW. I've got her her her and them them them. I don't need you. Anyways, just tell me how much you've done if you wanna claim that you've done alot. You have done alot for one thing i'm certain. Which is, you make use of ME. Have you had enough of your making use and making funs ? All this is shit and bulls. Seriously. You're making everyone hate you. Too bad for you, good for me. You'll lose them one day, just wait and see. With your very mother F-cking @#*@& , everyone will just leave. You critisize people like as if you're some goddess. -rolls eye. You never stop dissing people. What have they done to offend you, why must you do this to them. I see the change. Really sees it. Someone should just slap you awake. And i wished im that person. I wished. For once and for all, i'm gonna be nonchalent. I'm gonna stay away. You think i will ~~die~~ without you ? like yuck ! NEVER !

I will pen your name down on paper man, i will burn them. I will make my dog poo on it . I will step and i will stab. I will blabber. I will keep doing and i will not stop.

I hate you, she hates you, she she hates you. She she she hates you. Everyone hates you now. Anyways, i see this coming.

I will/would/should donate my money to those people who are poor. At least its better than giving it to you with something. Okay, shuddup jar. I'm spouting nonsense. You're declared persona non grata(if you understand) . We're gonna ostracize you. Stay away from us, you live in a different world. You don't belong here. You're in your own world with *.

FUCK YOU SHAMELESS B-TCH . YOU HAVE NO SHAME AT ALL. TOTALLY.

im off.

i will keep on striving.

2005-09-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

Lover, why are you so upset ? ask that eden person to catch you !
hahaha ((:

My mom was so funny yesterday. She called me after school. This was our conversation.

mom says;
eh your dog went crazy at home. He's biting everyone.

colourful jar says;
huh ? what ? are you serrrrioouussss ?! who is he biting ?

mom says;
he's biting your brother and su(my maid) ! hurry go home and check out.

colourful jar says;
what the hell ? how come like that !

mom says;
i don't know, i think he's mad. Hurry go call jiovane(my bro)

in the end, i had to rush home and tuition was home for me. Fweaking funny, but later i found out from my maid, it was another story.

My dog DID NOT GO CRAZY. It was my BROTHER who was crazy because he couldnt handle the dog. MY DOG DIDN'T BITE MY MAID NOR MY BROTHER. He BARKED. See how much my mom changed the whole situation. How funny.

Finally, i've done something constructive today. Woke up in the noon cos wasn't feeling well.
Did my math after brunch. And tuition till 7. Had my dinner and start work again at 730 till 9.
Completed 2 stacks of paper one. (: Feeling pretty satisfied. My days will be very hectic from now on.

Tomorrow; finish 2 chapters of my biology homework given by my tutor.
Thursday; Memorise my own biology blue book which has all my notes.
Friday; Outings with the girls cos PL's birthday !
Saturday; Biology tuition for 4 hours.
Sunday; Math tuition for 4 hours.
Monday; start of my 'N' level. Home immediately for Math tuition for 3 hours.
Tuesday; Math paper and biology tuition after that. 4 hours.

I don't know how i'm gonna take it. But it's okay, it's just gonna last for 2 weeks.
I shall persevere !

Luckily im left with my chemistry and Accounts to study. Not forgetting my art :/

bad things last forever.

2005-09-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

I feel so crap. I just need to blog everything down. Well, i didnt attend school for i don't know how many days cos i wanted to do self study at home. Plus, my mom allowed and she was aware of this. Woke up early in the morning, was suppose to go to school, but i dont know what happened. I didnt wake up. Ironic. Was suppose to meet claudia, she tried to call my phone but i dont know what happened to it, my phone went blank. She tried calling amanda to ask if i'm with her but i wasn't. Amanda and her got so worried. So did everyone. Cos its so unusual of me to not on my phone. I'm sorry.

Sorry claudia sweets . Didnt mean to do it. Im sorry lil girl.

Woke up in the morning having so many missed calls and messages asking where i am and all that crap. I guessed my form-teacher called. I dont know man. I heard from my friend that, he said this, "If jaryne continues not coming to school, we won't be able to see her next year." Ohmg, what on earth is that teacher thinking. He is jumping to conclusion. He thought i was ~~skiving~~ school. Oh hell, i will never do that. Was fuming. Really was, im so immatured. Talked to Liane.

Liane, its not your fault. Actually i should thank you for saying that. You should be frank with me. It's time i wake up. Seriously, i cannot live in denial. I know, i shouldn't take people's remarks to heart. I live for myself, not others. Im the one sitting for my N level, its my future, not theirs. I've come to realise, how important it is to think for myself. I know, what you said is from your own perspective. If i was calmer, i wouldn't have flared. But because i was feeling very shit when i called you and i just needed someone to be there. You've helped me. Although its just a 10 mintues conversation, it really made me reflect. Thanks ((:
xLOVESLOVE.

Purse, yesyes i love that picture of yours. You looked really nice in there. Don't mind me stealing it from friendster without your permission ((: Cos i love it, so i just take. Haha.

Admana ! i'm not giving baby away. I can't bear to. And my mom might not get me a shih tzu because we have yet to discuss it with my brother. But i dont think he'd want a new dog cos we must train him all over again. So i guess, baby will stay (:
I love that picture with that purple hallow on top. Dont you think its ultra adorable ? im sorry to have make you worry. Haha if only i could sleep walk and jump out of the window. And, bang@#*! piang @#$* !

I'M NOT GONNA SEND BABY AWAY !

Keep it poppin'

2005-09-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

THANKYOU SO MUCH NOVELLA ((:
LOVES YOU.
YOU'RE TOO GOOD FOR A BLOG PRO.
XIEXIE NI (((:

ohh i love my new template! :D

Okay, finally i'm going back to school tomorrow. I miss so many of them.
But not YOU. I don't miss you at all :D i'm so mean. HAHAHA.
Will be going with amanda and krystl to Toni and guy . Everything has yet to be confirm.

Purse, haha you can come over to my place after out major exam. Haha anyways, you have not been to my place ((: It's time you come.

Shine shine shine.

2005-09-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

Haha i got nothing to blog about. So i shall reply tags.
I love this morning, in the am. Gwen is sucha retardo. (:

GWEN, i was so lazy to reply you last night. You know why right. Haha my tummy was hurting like bad bad bad and bad. So funny this morning. Very very funny. I'm not high on jokes. I'm not insane. I did rest. At 3 plus. Haha i know all these tags were redundant, but don't you agree its funny. Plus funnyfunny. It really is. And because its just the both of us, thats why we were trying to make everything becomes a joke. And gwen , you did it. You made me laugh like nobody's business (: my baby is not blur. Baby looks just like that. Nothing can really be done to baby's face. Born cute ((:

Amanda, what i expected already!Because i told you i'm not going. But it wasn't really confirm. When i was chatting with gwen, i told her i'm still deciding. Not confirm yet. Haha and she was like, at 3 already still not confirmed ? Haha funnyfunny. Yeah liane's theory. Birds do chirp. I don't think you can what liane was trying to say. Haha maybe you haven't get the joke yet cos you actually missed out alot you know. Haha where have you been for so long. Aiii i miss you man. Haha everyone knows how you laugh. Its so so funny. You laugh, i laugh. It's a sure thing. Oh you want to know what's about the star thing ? Its the jello man. You know ? Erm, the ten years series you know ? Yesyes so funny. Its so childish man. Star2 is from them. Like wth right. Hah we were talking about dialing 1800-amanda-please-laugh-at-maid yesterday. About my maid delivering food to gwen. Cos she was hungry, and we thought about you. You know, i was thinking of creating a (dot com) instead of the dialing. Haha its more original than the 1800.
Thanks for that Journeying Artifical Replicant. Hoho baby misses you . You know ? ((:

Liane, im sorry. Very very sorry. I was the cause of everything. I caused you to have your phone confiscated. I'm really sorry. -gives apologetic look. I called your phone just now, i think he off it. : I forgot about the message. I forget it all cos i was busy with baby. Now, youre gonna love baby as much i love him. So the next time you come, be nice with baby.Because baby gets attached to someone very easily. And if you treat him really nicely, he will be superly nice to you back ((:
I think baby needs to go on a diet. While, gwen's font don't need a diet. And she hardly say bye to people when she go off. Once in a black moon. You're funnyfunny. I will admit, youre more adorable than baby. But just a wee bit more. Don't wanna boost your ego.
xLOVESLOVE.

You are asking alot from me.

2005-09-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

GWEN ! the pictures are up ! Under, baby and kitty ((:

funnyfunny. Went to the pet shop at clementi with mom and brother and brother friend to bring baby for grooming. Something really hilarious happened. While waiting for baby to be done with his grooming and all, Mom and i went to the newly opened SengSong(spell) ? Bought lots of stuff. Mom bought sesame(?) and peanut dessert, and the shop where baby do her bathing and all happened to have a Husky let loose. It's the owner's one. Well, i think that Husky is hungry or something, and he smelt the dessert that my mom bought ? He went to bite my mom's butt ! And my mom was yelling for help. Haha omfg, it's really hilarious. My brother and i couldn't stop laughing. Well, that Husky is pretty big. For a 3 and a half month Husky, its bigger than baby. Like of cos right. Haha so funny still.
Another incident was, the shop owner wasn't there. There were two other people around but they were grooming other dogs. So my brother was near the counter, this lady who came in with her child, asked my brother how old was that Husky, and he happened to know, so he answered.
Haha, before the lady left, she was like, "thanks for allowing us to touch your dog" !
Haha hilarious, my brother was giggling to me. He was saying, that shop ain't even his.
funnyfunny.

Headed home with lots of Dog's treats and my stuff. ((:
should i go to school for art or stay home and study my biology and get ready for tuition ?

Because of you, I will change.

2005-09-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

I got a Jack Russle !
He is called BABY ((:
thousands of smile (((:

My only one.

2005-09-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

funnyfunny.
my only surviving guy friend from primary school.

word vomit says:
i still remember got once you took my school back home..

jary says:
huh ?

jary says:
did i ?

word vomit says:
yes!

jary says:
i took your school bag home ? no i didn't ! no such thing lah ! haha

word vomit says:
we were afternoon session...then i got vball competition...hah

word vomit says:
then you and your maid took my bag home

word vomit says:
then when i came back to sch i couldn't find it...

word vomit says:
wah seh... scare me la

jary says:
oh yeah ! haha i remembered !

jary says:
i was being nice ((:

haha funnyfunny guy (:

There's still tomorrow.

2005-09-15T17:59:00.000+08:00

my new cup

((:

happyhappy.

Went to town with liane, novella, and the very funny rachel. Too much fun. Thats when i bought that cup. Went home with liane. Was munching in chocolate chip cookie from Subway and KitKat White ((: yumyum.

Friendster is so haywire. Im annoyed.

Better off.

2005-09-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE SO FUCKING SELF CENTRED. Thats for my brother.

Sometimes when my brother does something wrong, i wished i could scold him.
I wish i could just tell him off and knock some senses into him. BUT, the thing is i can't. He will start abusing. Well, he thinks that he rule the house. Like fuck off. Seriously, the day when i can say FUCK OFF to you, is when i become macho and not be scared of you anymore. You never spared a thought for mummy. You always scold me for taking money from mummy and know, you're doing it yourself. At least, i don't take a few grands from her. Unlike you. Because of your fucking laziness, you overshot by ~~one~~ point for your fucking N's. And mummy is nice to fork out 5 grand to put you into a private school. So that you can take your O's. Like damn, i don't even see you putting in any effort. I reckon you won't do well.Now you say, you want another a few grand for poly because you have no confiedent in yourself. Then study hard lah. Fuck, you're so annoying. You think that you will not go into the course that you want. I beg to differ. If you study hard, you can. AIIIIII, WHATEVER. JUST GO AND FLY KITE LAH ! ANNOYING ANNOYING.

Ignorance is a bliss.
Thankyou nelia.
xloveslove ((:

It's all about you.

2005-09-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

HongKong Disneyland is officially opened. ((:
super duper duperly cool. I want to go (:

I got back my english and art overall.
I passed I passed I passed :D :D :D :D

oooh my brother just offered me this really yummylicious cake.
the bottom layer has this really tastey cake, followed by whipped cream and the topest layer is blueberry and whipped cheese cream at the back. whoosh ! FANTASTIC ((: ((: ((:

Licks.

i drag myself from here to there..

2005-09-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

pictires uploaded under outings.

Just came back from town . Went with my brother, my maid and my brother's friend. I was begging my brother to fetch us home, my maid and i. I'm too lazy to take bus, AND i have no money to cab home cos my mom forgot to leave me with some money. Oh, she left for ~~sarawak~~ today. And i was still sleeping then.
God knows when she will be back. Rahh. Went everywhere to find for my maid her 916k gold. Gosh, its so tiring finding for it. Walked and walked and walked. First when to Luck plaza, but to no avail. Then headed to takashimaya. But still can't find. Went to Wisma, still can't find. Then, he drove to PS, oh goodness gracious, still can't find. In the end we gave up, went to look for my maid's shirt again. Her kind of shirt, is those long sleeve button down. For man. I was wondering, why the hell does she want to wear such big clothes, she told me it's because of her malay custome. For people like her, you must wear something that is totally cover up. And i mean, really cover up. Your shirt must cover your butt and your sleeve must be long enough to cover till your wrist. Gosh, if i were my maid, i'll just die. So will everyone if they were her. haha took many pictures. Really funny.

Last train home

2005-09-09T13:03:00.000+08:00

Pictures uploade under home and outings.

Nelia, i've got a new post. yayys. haha you think my template is nice ?ohh thankyou very much ! yes you did told me, yesterday ! ow ia in nelia ((:

Jaey, hello hello. I love my template, do you ? hahah takecare girlo ! ((:

Burpppp, just had my very yummy breakfast. Scrambled egg with crab meat and Fish&chips. Is that crab meat considered meat ? I hope not. Cos that's crab, not meat. Haha wells, i'm making no sense at all.

Rawrr amanda ask me to go her house, bake cookies. Gwen will be there as well. Get her stuff sewn. I want to go. But the thing is I'm so lazy. I mean, i stay all the way at the north. While she stay at the west.

I realised something about my maid lately. I don't know what's up with her. Ever since that day, when my brother reprimanded her, she seemed to be giving us attitude. And my mom said that her mind is somewhere else(she woke me up at 430am thinking it was already 530am). I think maybe because she is too anxious to go back home ? That's why she is not doing her job properly here. Moreover, she've got a few months to go. I don't like it when she shows attitude. I mean, like hello ? Wth. But, on the other hand, she've got really good cooking skills. I love her cooking, I love her company, she is the next person at home whom will be there for me whenever i fought with anyone at home. Be it my brothers or my mom. Well, her presence means alot to me though. Despite her being ~~irritating~~ at times. Will be going shopping with her and my brother tomorrow. At town.

My eyes burn from these tears
You'd think i'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever.

2005-09-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

rahh flying cockcroach. yes yes there is. i saw one flying in my room and i was screaming like mad. and and and, it flew right towards me in front of my face, i was screaming way too loud. i got scolded. woops.
mummy was scared too. so is my brother. lousy ! only my maid, went to catch it.
rawwr.
finally ss is over. i expected merger and separation, singapore industrialisation and sustaining singapore's development would come out. (:
at least i've sat for ONE of my N level paper, weight off my shoulder. for now.
well, spent the whole day downloading songs and uploading them into my zen.
not easy, novelyn, now i know. not easy. and i've finally learnt how to do it (:
praise me !

2005-09-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to town with manda, liane, gwen and rachel. but rachel went home from town notcome town with us. gwen and liane went to catch a movie. left with manda and i. something stupid happened. well, i was waiting for the green man at the traffic light with manda to cross over to heeren. suddenly, someone from behind grabbed my ass, or rather pinched. oh damn, for a moment i was thinking who the hell is that pervert. i swear i got a shock of my life, it was jessica sara young. pmff. thanks alot for scaring me.
Had lunch in cine foodcourt. budget us. haha while eating, there's this guy who came up to me and asked me for my number. he said he was playing some game ? like whatever. but i didn't give. well, some RGS girls dared him to get my number. After lunch, we headed to the National Library. Took 190 from heeren bus stop.
We didn't know where to alight, so i pushed manda to ask the driver. yeahh we were so clumsy when we alighted. haha. Walked a distant to the library. we were quite lost.
Well, we were so amused when we got there. its freaking hugeeee !
yes it is. We search high and low for the self study area but to no avail. you know, there is like 6 levels or the reference room. like wtf. and we finally found out that the self study room is in the beasment 1. wth. it was kinda remote though. manda and mine suggestion is, they should have more of the study group and not the reference one cos that was so empty while the study room is so pack. Headed to Raffles City to have our dinner. we had fish horfun for dinner. hah couldn't eat meat yeaterday. was craving so badly for chicken rice. ): so funny, so funny. i ate this really hot chilli padi and i kept on eating the ice kachang. manda was like asking, is it really very hot ? why is your tongue so pain. and she keeps asking and asking. when i kept replying and replying and replying. PSYCHOPATH. haha. so, i gave her one small piece of that really spicy chilli padi, she just ate it like that, and after a while the spice came on her tongue and she was choking like mad. haha she said i wanted to kill her. woops. it wasn't my fault, cos she didn't understand. so yehh. i was laughing like mad. ((: manda manda manda.
walked aimlessly around and after that went home.
manda dad drove us home, took 963 from manda's place. fell asleep in the bus and ended up at Marsiling. Took cab home. reached home at 11 something. how sad.
N level chinese and ss next week. During the hoildays. hurr whatever.
im gonna mug now.
Adidios .

2005-08-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

pictures uploaded under randoms, no.108 onwards and granny's house ((:

Had teachers' day celebration today. well, i baked cookies for Mr leslie, Ms mak, Mrs ang, Mrs leong and Mrs shanka. When i hugged Ms mak, i wanted to cry. I really do. Cos she said i still remember. Which is i still remember that she did attend my Dad's wake last year and that i'm grateful. I was really touched. Was about to cry, but i didn't. Cos today was suppose to be a joyous event for these teachers. The performance put up by the Sec ones were alright. Well, edlene(whatever her name is suppose to be spelt) and another girl sang I never had a dream come true by S club 7. At first i thought they were lip singing, cos it's really nice. But in the end, i realise it's real. It's fantastic. Omfg, i've never praised that fweaking ape. Cos i hate her. She's so annoying. But seriously, she've got a nice voice. I think i'm insane to ever praise her. But whatever.
Saw karolyn! oh dear, i miss her so much. (: Passed krystal her cookies. I love that girl man.
Went to tiong to have my breakfast with Claudia and Kar. Had LGS. After that, Claudia's chauffer sent me to amanda's house. Yeah, I had to call amanda to come down and wait for me at the gate cos i don't have her censor. I need her to open the door from inside. But, while walking, this lady came out and i manage to get in. Amanda was taking her own sweet time i guess. Cos by the time i walked up to her house, she was just locking her gates and i suddenly went HEYYYYYY! haha, so funny. She got a shock of her life. oooh so fun. Wanted to go for a swim but didn't. Cos there were quite a number of people. So instead, i went to bathe in the toilet there. I helped manda save water! haha. After bathing, manda wanted to swim but i didn't want, so she went down for a dip and came out of the pool after 10 minutes. Bought junks from the mama shop there and was pigging at her place. Ate seaweeds, lays potato chips with avacado cream dip? I don't really like it though. But to manda, that is heavenly :/ Was feeling kinda sleepy, wanted to stay over at her place. But due to some reason, i changed my mind. Well, i asked her to call Pang's mom. Finally her mom pick up the phone and is willing to talk to manda. After that phone call, we talked alot about her. Well, after which, both our mood changed. We were so down and didn't talk much. Not until when she sent me to the bus stop, stupid stupid things happen. It's always the case. We brought ice water down, drink while waking. Manda had this pouch which has this small cute shoe hung on to it. She was swinging it happily when the string snapped. Haha, it was so funny. The expression that manda gave. I was seriously laughing so loudly. Damn. Walked to the bus stop, i wanted to take out my ezlink card, but my hands are full. So i bite the cup with my teeth and i started laughing cos looking at manda, i just wanna laugh. And that crazy girl was like saying, if i wanna laugh i should laugh properly. Not laugh and shake the cup. Ayo i don't realy know how to describe. But it's just so funny. Had so much fun. ((: My tongue hurts. I don't know why. Grrrr. Well.

You, you went missing for a period of time. noone knew where the hell you were. lucky i had my friends to check out the Homes for me. if not, i'd sill be kept in the dark. so will everyone. if you've had your problems, why didn't you tell us? we're your friends. you should confide in us. it's just all of a sudden. you were nowhere to be found. wth. you know, we still aint gonna give up trying to reach you. but, what infuriates me is that when we sent you messages in friendster, you're least bothered. you dont even care eh? what is wrong? why are you so nonchalent? why? we care so much for you. we tried to contact your mummy but at the period of time, she didnt wanna answer or reply any of our messages. maybe cos she's still not stable. well, do you know i miss you like fuck. please, i miss all those times i had with you. sounds like you're gone from this world. we're trying to write a letter. please dont do this to us. we had enough. you, you broke our hearts. please dont avoid us. we wont despise you, we wont. i promise. we will help you through. i miss you alot.i miss those time when we go to church together and you will doze off during mass. and i will always wake you up. i miss those going outs. i miss you coming over to my place and stayover and eating up everything. i miss the way you laugh. i miss the way you talk. i miss the look on you when you're irritated. the image of you will never fade. i will not let it fade away. i will remember you. be it if i have to wait for 1 year, 2 years 3 years or decades. i will wait for you. i will and i promise. i will be there.

2005-08-30T12:57:00.000+08:00

Photos uploaded under Randoms. from no.58 onwards.

Haha. i didn't go to school today. Sleeping happily at home. I've been so tired for the past few days. Don't know why. Oh wells, we've gotten back quite a few of our papers. SUCKS. Seriously, my prelims ain't pleasing at all. I can study with a clear mind and clarify my doubts but i can't do that without one, in which i'll worry and solve little. I must be optimistic about it and have faith in God. He will help me tide over my crisis. But the thing is, i'm still dwelling over my results.
My N level kinda starts next week. I'll be having my Chinese paper on the 5th and social studies paper on the 6th. How much time do i have left?Gosh this is hell.

Steph, haha human soft toy. heh you see, i sleep very early these days and i don't know why. haha. but i'm online now ((: cos i didn't go to school.whoops. takecare yeaa.

2005-08-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

BEWARE OF LOUISE.
NOT BEWARE OF ME !
HAHAHH ((:

i don't know why i've been feeling so tired lately.
haha the moment i reached home,
i'll just run to my bed and there i goes.
sleeping.
reached home fweaking early today cos i took cab home.
sent purse to jurong east then headed to my place.
I SAW THIS REALLY HOT EHEM .
AND GUESS WHAT, SHE STAYS JUST ABOVE ME.
2 FLOORS UP.
WE TOOK THE SAME LIFT WITH MY MAID.
HAHH LUCKY I WASN'T ALONE ((:
AND lucky i sent purse.
if not, we wouldn't have clashed ((:
slept really long.
approximately from 1530-2010.
didn't feel good when i woke up.
COS I DREAMT THAT I DIDNT DO WELL FOR MY MATH PAPER.
IM JUST GONNA SCREAM.
anyways, we got back our accounts paper.
I PASSED PAPER TWO ((:
I NEVER PASSED MY ACCOUNTS.
BE IT PAPER ONE OR TWO.
but i flung my paper one badly.
i had SINGLE DIGIT.
how p a t h e t i c.
wth.
so did alot of them :X
ohwells, shall not talk about it.
its so infuriating.

_fantasizing you.
___you've changed.

Granny, hahah sorry i was too lazy to post.
cos i know my entry is gonna be long.
but i told you already right ?
yes the dog is huge.
and my maid saw it walking away this morning :D
she's so funny.
and oh oh.
the HOT person !
((((:
please come to school.

2005-08-24T20:32:00.000+08:00

FINALLY.
FINALLY MY PRELIMS ARE OVER.
first part of hell is FINALLY over.
left with N level now.
but i don't think its that bad actually.
but i know i screwed up my accounts paper one today.
i was so fweaking sleepy.
cos i stayed up late last night to do my art AGAIN.
and i slept at about 3.
obviously, i'll doze off.
just as i expected, i did.
i doddled .
had my art paper after accounts.
ithink i did pretty well.
amanda said mine was very neat.
hahah its not.
i heed ms goh's advice.
and be neat.
gwen had to say i was painting so slowly.
i mean, you cant help it when you wanna be neat when it comes to those really thin edges.
felt so happy after art paper.
kept asking gwen to wait for me when we were washing our stuff in the toilet.
cos i was damn scared.
and cheryl had to wash her palatte until its like sparkling clean.
who at the right state of mind would do that?
after that went town with manda and gwen to meet claudia.
poor claudia had to wait for us for quite long.
hah creamy chicken for lunch.
LIANEY CAME ((((:
I LOVE HER HAIR, SO CUTE !
manda was being funny.
she was talking about not daring to lift up her arms, cos she didn't shave er armpits.
and she was showing us how she ties her hair during accounts paper cos she didnt wanna lift up her arms in case people look into her sleeve and see her HAIRS.
HAHAHAHAH. it was hilarious.
manda manda manda.
after that actually wanted to go home, but manda wanted to go to PS to repair her MP3.
so we all went ! ((:
i was so so tired, I WANTED TO TAKE THE BUS.
BUT GWEN DIDNT WANT AND SHE WAS LIKE,
" WHY ARE YOU SO LAZY ?!!! "
whatever. haha.
the walk to PS was the funniest !
i was with lianey and manda walking at the back.
talking about silly, really crazy and disgusting stuff.
laughed laughed laughed.
i shall elaborate on our talks :D
manda was asking how to differentiate TONGS and G-STRING.
the so expert lianey was explaining to her.
and you know, G-STRING is the one with just A STRING AT YOUR BUTTHOLE right?
so i asked lianey, isnt it the same as HAVING A WEDGIE ALL THE TIME ?
she burst out laughing again.
i can't remember who was the one who started talking about shaving of PUBIC HAIRS ?
haha we're atrocious.
i shall use L and A.
don't wanna mention their names.
it'd be so embarrassing.
well L was saying she shaved only half her hair but not all.
she find it so disgusting to shave all?
i dont know.
and i was euuuu-ing away.
haha A said she shaved all.
i knew cos she told me before.
not like she tell me stuff like that but cos she ALWAYS complain to me when it itched.
HAHAH.
i asked L, if you dont shave, means its not clean ?
you cant keep it clean ?
later she added, its NEAT.
hahaha.
i burst out laughing like some insane person.
like who on earth will go and look at it and see if its neat anot.
wth right.
later we got so carried away and we went too much.
hahha i told them i say someone's part before.
cos she showed me when we were in Zara's changing room.
and that particular person just wanted to let me know that she shaved.
haha ayo cos i weas close to her.
thats why we were so opened.
L started euu-ing all over and giving me that disgusted look.
haha worse, i describe to them how that person show me.
i told them, "oh she pulled her ehem. and she showed me"
L and A burst out like mad.
and i mean really mad.
L was laughing non stop.
she's crazy.
i don't know who was asking, how to pull ?
how to pull ?
L suddenly asked was it smooth when i was talking to her.
but actually she was asking A if you shave all will it be smooth !?
i thought she asked me if that person's ehem was smooth and like i know?
who would touch it right?
then L started laughing like mad again, she was like, "not asking you !"
im glad its not me.
like wth.
HAHAH.
and i dont know why i told lianey i need to shit.
she dont need to know right.
hahah so she was like saying, "yah when you feel like as if your shit is coming out, you squeeze your butt right ?"
hahaha i laughed like mad and i stopped walking, cos all along when i laugh, i'd stop.
why ?
thats cos all along i was SQUEEZING MY BUTT WHEN I LAUGHED.
COS I SO NEEDED TO SHIT.
LIANEY HIT RIGHT ON THE SPOT.
SO FUNNY.
okay, enough of our conversation.
did nothing much in PS.
claudia and i bought sweets form marks and spencer.
mini jelly babies. are you sweet enough ?
haha
the funny part is back.
i was walking with claudia at the back, gwen manda and lianey were in front.
i dont know what were they doing, but the next minute manda turned,
her hair was like a curtain.
HAHAH so fweak.
its CENTRE parting, which wasn't right.
so not right.
and she looked so funny.
i guessed it was lianey and gwen who did that to her.
manda was funny, she said " eh my view clearer now. i can actually see better "
hahha i was like, then have this hairstyle then.haha
claudia and gwen went off to raffles while we,
walked walked walked to the bus stop.
the weather was fweaking warm, i was saying, how nice if i could eat a icecream cos i see the uncle !
the icecream uncle .
and, LIANEY WAS SO NICE TO ASK IF I WANTED TO EAT.
HER TREAT. AWWW THANKYOU LIANEY.
SO SWEET OF HER TO ASK.
manda and i had the waffer chocolate while the SMART lianey took the bread rasberry ripple.
you'll know why she's smart later.
you know, the sun was so hot that our icecream was melting so quickly withing split seconds.
its so quick that it just keeps dripping on my fingers and its so gross and sticky all over.
manda and i had choco all over.
while lianey looks clean cos she has the bread to suck up the melted icecream.
now you know why she is smart.
that never came across my mind okay !
went home with lianey.
we talked so much.
laughed so much.
talked about you.
you've changed.
you've influenced people to be like you.
you're ugly.
RIGHT LIANEY ?
we had heart to heart talk in the bus.
the first time was at monks.
this, the second.
so funny.
we talked about how that someone looked and about her lies and all,
we just burst out laughing.
LIANEY, I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU.
I WANNA BAKE MORE CHOMPSCHOMPS YUMYUM COOKIES FOR YOU MANDA AND SECRET FRIEND.
oooh i've got a secret friend ((:
i shall not say.
:X
finally, i can take a break now.

2005-08-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

i've finally fixed my haloscan.
my blog is rather troblesome.
and i don't know why
recently i've been feeling so annoyed and troubled.
i don't know.
i told manda.
she gave me lots of advice.
but i don't know what to do,
where to start off from.

YOU,
i know that you've been so hooked up with your work and projects that you have in school.
and i'm aware that your friends have been pushing all the work to you.
its not surprising that you'll be stress or whatsoever.
well,you kept telling me everything about it, and i kept answering you.
i kept comforting you and all,
that's cause i know you're freaking stress.
but do you know i have problems too?
yet i didnt wanna tell you any of my problems or how i feel.
im scared you'll feel more pressurized.
so scared to the extend that i rather keep it to myself.
which i usually don't.
i feel like i've got no breathing space.
you kept throwing me with all your problems.
try being in my shoes, im having my prelims now.
but at the same time i have to cater to all your problems cause
i WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU.
but im not any robot or whatsoever,
im a human.
i do have feelings.
i do have problems.
i do need YOUR listening ears.
but RECENTLY, you've been so busy.
so busy that you don't even have the time to reply to my problems.
do you know how i feel ?
i feel neglected.
its not as if i don't have friends to talk to.
i have ALOT.
but you manda and natasha is the only one i really TRUST.
i don't want to throw all my problems at manda, cos i know,
she too, have her own problems.
and if i keep throwing her with mine, what about herself ?
she won't be able to cope.
well, for natasha, i kinda drifted away from her.
its just that we still do go to school together.
but we really HAVE DRIFTED.
and this SUCKS.
you should know how close i am to her.
so in the end, im left with you and manda.
but like i said, i don't want to throw all my stuff to her.
she can't handle.
likewise for me as well.
you've been throwing me with all your problems.
i'm not saying i don't want to be there for you.
but i think you've thrown too much.
i can't deal with all this, all by myself.
moreover, im having my prelims.
but at least, im still holding on.
manda said, if i can't take it.
i should tell you.
but the thing is, i DON'T WANT.
WHY ? cos i dont want you to worry about my stuff.
i want you to concentrate on your stuff.
but that doesn't mean you can continue neglecting me if i keep quiet.
if you don't know.
you've actually being NEGLECTING MY FEELINGS AND EVERYTHING.
you didn't realise because you are so busy with your stuff.
i am NOT blaming you for being busy, but at least try to understand.
i DO have my problems.
actually, i intend to keep quiet till i don't know when.
but manda and one more person who knows about everything,
says that i should STOP.
i should tell you.
and maybe its true.
cos i'm feeling BETTER RIGHT NOW after telling you.
at least, let you know whats happening.
i don't know what to do.
i just need a break.

2005-08-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

photos uploaded.
exams stress.

lianey.
haha youre welcome.
if you want more cookies,
i'll bake them and pack them nicely.
well, thankyou.
i love you please. (((:

gwen.
opps sorry.
i've just uploaded it.
sorry, was kinda busy.
sorry for making you wait time and time again.
you can just copy and paste from there.
goodnight gwen.
takecare,
im sleeping now
((:

2005-08-18T13:24:00.000+08:00

damn. currently at granny's place. and now her freaking enter button cannot press. like wtf. her computer sucks. everything is like shit. hahah the only think that i liked about her is HERSELF. hahah her printer sucks. i swear. just now, her printer was making a din. so irritating. we were so annyoed . really . we laughed and i screamed and laugh so loudly. i think its frigging funny. message to granny, its time you get a new printer. and a new computer as well ((: she is coming over to my place later. baking of cookies and jellies i guess. or maybe brownies ((:adios

2005-08-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

pictures uploaded.
random and Art days.
if youre not a member of image station,
you can use mine.
ask me first, i'll give you the necessary information.
too lazy to post.
but today, freaking hilarious.
but my idiotic brother had to spoil it.
nevermind.

2005-08-15T22:03:00.000+08:00

you're so lovely.
why?
you were always and always here for me.
you comfort me, console me,
when im feeling down.
you make me happy.
you gave me motivation.
you make me feel lame and retarded.
you were here to listen to all my woes.
you showered me with your tender loving care.
you're so sweet.
you made my day.
you are my motivation.
you are my dearest hubby.
you are all that i need please.
i treasure you to bits.

2005-08-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

i love jars.
thankyou gwen
((:

2005-08-13T16:52:00.000+08:00

FOR YOU TO READ.

YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

HAHHA. CHEER UP OKAY (:

-LOVES

HAPPY BELATED

BIRTHDAY ASSHOLE.

(12081988) HAHHA I LOVE

MY BROTHER TOO MUCH

((((: A PART OF ME *(:

i love this part of my painting the most (((((:

do you see the amount of white paint left ?
i need more white paints.
and do you see the BLUE ? i need more of it too.
my mom don't wanna buy for me and cos she's at her friend's house.
grrrrr.
like whatever ?

OHHHH I WANNA SAY

IM CRAZY OVER SOMEONE.

I REALLY AM (((:

REALLY GAGAGAGAGA OVER YOU.

IM NICE, ((:

DONT SAY IM SARCASTIC !!!!

COS I LOVE YOUU.

HAHAHHAHAH.

-MWAHHHHA FLYING KISS .

2005-08-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED AFTER TOO MUCH OF ART !

okay i shall start from after school.
amanda and i was running away from ms goh.
cos we were so afraid that she'll just come behind us and ask us to stay back which we obviously dont want.
so we were practically running and running and running.
and people had to stop us here and there.
in the end, we(amanda and i) reached amanda's house at 2 plus.
it takes us about an hour when she stay so near school.
wth.
manda went home to changed and get her canvas and paints and all getting ready to come my house to do art.
we are serious this time.
ain't joking.
cos we finally felt the sense of urgency.
hahha fell asleep in the bus and manda woke up at the nick of time to alight.
if not we would go all the way to woodlands.
haha.
when to bukit panjang plaza to get batteries at first.
but decided to buy some food.
we bought pasta.
ham and cheese cream !
i treated manda to frozen strawberries.
bought SIX of it.
bought chips.
wanted to buy more, but was feeling way too lazy to buy.
took cab to my place and we were pigging out.
totally bloated.
after eating, we were so tired and really didnt want to do our art.
but we had no choice.
we started approximately at 430pm amd i guess we ended at 830pm.
a total of FOUR hours.
i told manda, i would NEVER sit down for FOUR hours just to do my ART.
i WILL never do that.
manda also said that it seemed like she can do better at my place.
maybe cos its spacious and peaceful ((:
i did quite alot.
i managed to finish it.
thanks to manda.
shes so sweet, she kept helping me.
hahah cos i was so damn tired after a long day.
kept dozing off during math class and natasha kept waking me up.
so hilarious.
okay back to art, yeahh then we only ate our dinner at 8 something.
manda is mad.
she said my maid's cooking standard is like those in restaurants.
and she even took picture of it and sent to her mom.
so retarded.
but shes so cute.
haha.
after eating, we gave up.
anyways we have already finished, so we decided to c;ear up and TAKE SOME PICTURES.
our some is alot !
check out my friendster.
we went wild, we were crazy, manda asked MY MAID TO STEP UP THE COUCH AND TAKE PICTURES FOR US.
the one that i posted up there is the one which my maid stepped up the couch !
hahha we have become mad.
mad people.
totlly not at the right state of mind.
laughing and doing everything.
haha.
after that she begged me to send her to get a cab, i was too lazy and hot hot hot !
i so wanna bathe so i got my maid to send her.
so hilarious.
bad thing happened.
i was bathing when my heater light when OFF.
i thought was my brother !
but it wasn't.
cos when i came out, the heater outside is on.
like wtf ?
i was very sure it wasn't my bro cos i came out within a few seconds.
nevermind, later i wanted to go brush my teeth, the light couldn't be switch on.
like what is wrong ?
ahhhhh. madness.

anyways im like so tired.
im happy with myself for today.
so i rewarded myself by letting ME use the laptop.
and now im gonna reward myself by sleeping ! ((:

`au revoir

2005-08-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

my mummy is retarted.
she called me just.
and guess what she say.

mummy says,
what are you doing now ?
i say,
nothing much. studying lah.
mummy says,
are you sure ?
i say,
yeah im sure. what else can i do other than studying ?
mummy says,
are you sure youre not using the laptop now ?
i say,
huh ? what laptop ? no lah. im not using it.
mummy says,
you sure ? what did you promised me yesterday ? you said you wouldnt use the laptop today right ?
i say,
yeahh i really never use what. who told you ?
mummy says,
if you lie you got no backside eh.
i say,
HAHAHAHAH okay okay. yes im using it now.
mummy says,
HAHAH see next time you dare to lie to me again.
i say,
yahlah whatever.

yah! like whatever.
i think she called home earlier just now.
and i guess my maid told her.
or maybe she could hear my music ?
hahha im so dumb.
i guess i need to study.
really need TO !

SIMONEH !((((:
5 CHUNKY WHITE WILL MAKE BE HAPPY FOREVER !
I WILL BE HAPPY FOREVER.
FOR YOU, I PROMISE TO BE HAPPY.
I WONT BREAK THAT PROMISE.
I PROMISE (((:
I HEART, I LOVE I KISS SIMONEH !

-I LOVE YOU MUCHLY MY DARLING GIRL *((((:

2005-08-09T20:39:00.000+08:00

haha i dont know whats up with me either.
but just now definitely WAS feeling upset.
but not NOW.
cos my ever dearest PL called me.
she made me happy ((:
and ofcos i felt better.
she said alot to me which makes alot of sense.

and to that someone,
yeahh we need to cool down.
one week is okay.
not too long and not too short.
anyways my prelims is just next week.
its a good time to stop messaging or rather should i say message less.
hrms, dont worry.
im feeling good now.
i hope you'll be okay.
cos i think im okay.
((:

hahahh .
sorry to those who worried about me.
thankyou so much.
i love you guys.

PL darling, thanks hor.
i love those fireworks.
so coolio.
i love you even more ((:
i'll get over it soon.
tomorrow you gotta go checkup.
trust me, you'll have to take some injections.
HAHAHA joking lah.
i love making fun of you.
shall see you on thursday yeah ?
cant wait to see you.
love youuuu ((((:
-shakes

2005-08-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH !!!! LOOK AT THAT !
THAT IDIOTIC VAIN BROTHER OF MINE IS ASKING MY MOM TO APPLY HER FOUNDATION FOR HIM.
LIKE WTF ?
HE IS SO FREAKING VAIN !
THATS COS HE'S GOING OUT TO MEET SOMEONE (((:
HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2005-08-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

shall start from yesterday.
went to Festival Of Praise at the indoor stadium.
i was with angeline.
the time we went there,
it was infested with people.
so crowded but lucky we were one of the earlier one.
cos the queue just keeps getting longer.
it was real bad.
but sadly, we got the back seat. the one behind the stage.
so irritating.
plus they had a big screen. but the thing is,
its facing front wards.
like whatever.
anyways when it started,
its damn good.
its AWESOME.
really, no kid man.
was feeling a lil torn after receiving someone's message.
but after i went in, everthing started.
Hillsong(sydney, aus) and Delirious(west sussex, UK) !
everything was to the extreme.
i was totally touched by God's prescence.
i felt Him yesterday.
was feeling so damn good.
too good that i was ,
JUMPING , SCREAMING , CLAPPING , SHOUTING , PRAISING , WORSHIPPING , SWAYING .
its was the first time i went there, so its kinda a very good impression for me.
its till tomorow only.
like good things last for awhile only.
how sad.
i'll wanna go every year.
they come once every year only.
i love hillsong.
i really do.
i love Darlene Zschech (:
and there is Rev. Colin Dye.
let me tell you how great he is.
he is the senior minister of Kensington Temple in London.
i was told that his church has as many as 12 000 people.
like whaoo.
as compared to Singapore, ours is way too little.
but when he was teaching and preaching us of God,
i kind of fell asleep.
i was way too tired.
but later when we started singing again,
i was wide awake.
really had a good time.

YOU: i know you were just trying to be nice by saying you wanna come and pick me up.
and you knew i was scared.
but i was way so sarcastic with you.
im sorry, that was cause i was upset.
but im glad we're alright now.
i dont wanna lose you.
really, i dont.
i simply love you to dirt.
((:

had flag day today.
so funny but tiring.
we set off from school at around 1030 and went to toa payoh hub with,
both natashas ((:, alicia(lil girl ((: ), yanna(dating partner ((: ), sharon, seok hui, geraldine, cordelia, nisaa, michelle.D, gwen.
they were telling ghost stories in the bus.
what a great time for ghost story :
the bag was so freaking ugly.
hahha first hour was hell.
cos its my first time doing, so was a lil lost.
i've encounted many kinds of people.
rude, nice, crazy, all sorts.
its so infuriating when you talk to them and they just walk away.
some worse, they don't even wanna take a glance.
like wtf ?
but i must have the right attitude so i controlled.
alicia's bag was the heaviest.
followed by yanna's then mine.
both natasha's were practically playing.
they're so crap lah okay.
now they are crazy over this bung from ijtp.
hahha wth.
i had to ask my kor from ijtp to check out for me.
ayo, the natasha's is so troublesome.
but i love them.
i simply love today.

i just love the company of yanna my dearest dating partner. you are just as dumb and slow as me. just like what both natasha'a say about us. we can just be twins. but the problem is , you're so airhead. now, do you understand the meaning?haha i love you please. ((:

natasha my number one PL, the one and only NOW and i just love her to bits.
without her, life is nothing. ((:

natasha black my nat or rather nut. she's the best nut ever. she's always making me laugh and making me look so foolish. the nut and jamms ((:

and last but not least, alicia my lil girl. she's just so cute.
her actions and the way she whine just makes me wanna squeeze her cheeks. ((:

i will never forget this day pleasee ((((:

2005-08-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

i hate 030805.
i really hate it.
well, those who know me.
should know what happened.
damn, why ?
i haven't been caught since the start of the year.
why did it come so suddenly.
ohno.
well, i'll confess.

went to meet my hubby after school.
was feeling ultra upset.
some major thing happened in school.
dont know if i should say its major.
but i think so.
i dont think im thinking too much.
like wtf.
okays yesyes met hubby at cine.
stayed in Galilee to study.
had so much fun.
she's like so lame.
so funny.
she've got no sense of direction as well.
neither do i.

thanks for that panadol cold & flu hot remedy.
yanyan biscuit * so coolio.
((:
meeting you again tomorrow .
fun day.
make me happy please cos i'll make you happy.

2005-07-31T15:44:00.000+08:00

damn.
im feeling so irritated.
i dont know.
im feeling torn.
WHY ?!
why is it like that.
i tried doing my art,
but the problem is when i paint it over again
cos i didnt want to have just one tone,
i want different different tones,
the bottom arcylic paint smerge.
wth.
i give up okay.
i dont give hoots if ms goh is gonna scold her head off at me and the rest tomorrow.
:

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!
i feel like screaming.
i feel like crying. :
i dont know.
i feel weird.
i feel sad.
and you have to add on by not replying me huh.
aiii, thankyou so much.
i feel like im about to explode.
eh, i need to complain.
where the hell are you ?
are you sleeping or what.
ayo, whatever.
maybe im gonna start doing my revisions.
but which subject am i gonna start with ?
ohmygosh.
im so lost. i have so many to do.

literature- read emily of emerald hill.
- practice prose writing.
Biology- memorise and understand all 13 topics.
Math- do all mr low's worksheets.
- tuition homework.
social studies- practice on the worksheet that mr tan gave.
- take down important notes from N level guide book.
-memorise them.
chinese- learn all the vocabs.
chemistry- study everything that i have learnt from sec 3 till now.
- mock test next week.
- do O level tys book.
accounts- learn trading P&L, and everything.

you see, the point is i cant do accounts.
ive got chemistry mock test next week.
wth.
tell me, how the hell do i start ?
argg. people are all going out.
but i cant .
cos im not very smart.
im not very stupid either.
*(:

*my life turned upside down
i miss YOU*

signing off,
jar.

2005-07-31T02:24:00.000+08:00

Hang loose, hang ten, howzit, shake a shaka
No worry, no fear, ain't no biggie braddah
Cuttin' in, cuttin' up, cuttin' back, cuttin' out
Frontside, backside, goofy footed, wipe out
Looking for the wipeout.

rahh its already morning.
im not feeling a lil awake.
im feaking sleepy.
all thanks to all my blogs and friendster.
had so much to do.
plus my back is aching like crazy.
ack.

if my mom finds out that im still on the internet,
shes gonna skin me alive.
lucky thing shes out of town.
enjoying herself in Genting.

gosh.
now my maid is the one nagging .
i complained to people.
the whole day she was irritating me.
FIRST, she watched tv and was bored.
she kept talking to me and laughing so loudly.
cos usually i'll watch with her, talk to her and laugh with her.
but now cos im busy with my stuff, i hardly have the time.

SECOND.
she pestered me to accompany her to the show house at the opposite
block. cos admission closes at 6pm. she kept asking me to hurry since 2 something.

THIRD.
i was so hooked up with my lappie
then i didn't have the time to eat.
she kept asking me to stop doing what im doing
and go have my dinner.

FOURTH.
she kept reminding me that i cant use the internet for too long.
if not my mom would scold.
she will say. 'yiwen(they all call me that), 10 o'clock already.'
'yiwen, 11 o'clock alreaddy.'
'yiwen, 1230 already.'
'yiwen, 230 already.'
thats why i decided to post an entry now.
now shes more like my mom.

:
oh help me.

aww my cat.
shes so cute.
shes infront of me.
sleeping on my pillow ((:
okay im off to sleep as well !

goodnightts`

2005-07-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

My husband (; ,
i know its gonna be a really hard decision for you.
but its all gonna pay off.
think about all that i have said to you.
you're just tormented.
you're confused.
you're lost.
you need someone to help you.
and me, clever girl.
is gonna be here always to help you.
im gonna help you overcome this.
we're gonna go through this together.
dont feel alone, dont feel afraid.
cos im here.
you've got me and i've got you.
we'll help each other.
i give you my word okay ((:
you must also help me with mine.
two things, my work and HER*.
but ive already given up.
and youre still holding on like some leech.
i really like that perseverance of yours.
but if certain things are meant not to yours,
no matter what you do,
its of no use.
all this is predestined.
anyways, think about what ive said.
the choice is all yours.
think carefully.
takecare okay senseless sotong ?
witth love,
sweet loving mistress *((:

*i'll teach you how to do your haloscan thingy.
don't worry okay ((:

Oh, Why You Look So Sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Dont be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause Ive seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You dont know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
Ill stand by you Ill stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
Ill stand by you
So if youre mad, get mad
Dont hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well Im a lot like you
When youre standing at the crossroads
And dont know which path to choose
Let me come along cause even if youre wrong
Ill stand by you
Wont let nobody hurt you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And Ill never desert you
Ill stand by you
And when...
When the night falls on you,baby
Youre feeling all alone
You wont be on your own
Ill stand by you